Fallon Farinacci

and just watch the sunset and i remember thinking while i was talking to sheena on the phone and i remember just thinking how is the sky so pretty and i just want to die like this is awful and just like immediately just like with my older brother when my older brother died i had like

and just watch the sunset and i remember thinking while i was talking to sheena on the phone and i remember just thinking how is the sky so pretty and i just want to die like this is awful and just like immediately just like with my older brother when my older brother died i had like

and just watch the sunset and i remember thinking while i was talking to sheena on the phone and i remember just thinking how is the sky so pretty and i just want to die like this is awful and just like immediately just like with my older brother when my older brother died i had like

all of my girlfriends around me I remember laying in my on my futon couch in my apartment before kids and marriage and they were all around me just like supporting me and the same thing with this time it was the exact same process this time like immediately I just had and I'll never be able to repay all those friends for just the way they rallied around me.

all of my girlfriends around me I remember laying in my on my futon couch in my apartment before kids and marriage and they were all around me just like supporting me and the same thing with this time it was the exact same process this time like immediately I just had and I'll never be able to repay all those friends for just the way they rallied around me.

all of my girlfriends around me I remember laying in my on my futon couch in my apartment before kids and marriage and they were all around me just like supporting me and the same thing with this time it was the exact same process this time like immediately I just had and I'll never be able to repay all those friends for just the way they rallied around me.

In November and on November 12th and I had started a fundraiser that had started back before he died. So the year that I was turning 38, it was going to be a really hard year because at that time, my younger brother was still alive, but I was officially going to be the first person in my family to turn 38 because my mom, my dad, and my brother all died before.

In November and on November 12th and I had started a fundraiser that had started back before he died. So the year that I was turning 38, it was going to be a really hard year because at that time, my younger brother was still alive, but I was officially going to be the first person in my family to turn 38 because my mom, my dad, and my brother all died before.

In November and on November 12th and I had started a fundraiser that had started back before he died. So the year that I was turning 38, it was going to be a really hard year because at that time, my younger brother was still alive, but I was officially going to be the first person in my family to turn 38 because my mom, my dad, and my brother all died before.

So I started a fundraiser and it was like it was a crutch for me to like not have to think about it and I thought if I start a fundraiser and it wasn't for me to be clear the fundraiser was a GoFundMe I started and it was celebrate Indigenous resilience I thought I'm going to celebrate the fact that I'm here because I love to self-sabotage thank you trauma

So I started a fundraiser and it was like it was a crutch for me to like not have to think about it and I thought if I start a fundraiser and it wasn't for me to be clear the fundraiser was a GoFundMe I started and it was celebrate Indigenous resilience I thought I'm going to celebrate the fact that I'm here because I love to self-sabotage thank you trauma

So I started a fundraiser and it was like it was a crutch for me to like not have to think about it and I thought if I start a fundraiser and it wasn't for me to be clear the fundraiser was a GoFundMe I started and it was celebrate Indigenous resilience I thought I'm going to celebrate the fact that I'm here because I love to self-sabotage thank you trauma

And I hated my birthday, like I love my birthday, but I hated it. Like, it's like a really weird place for me. So I thought if I start this fundraiser, and the funds were going to go to two Indigenous organizations. One was my hometown community, like for the youth, the Indigenous youth there, they could use it for whatever they wanted.

And I hated my birthday, like I love my birthday, but I hated it. Like, it's like a really weird place for me. So I thought if I start this fundraiser, and the funds were going to go to two Indigenous organizations. One was my hometown community, like for the youth, the Indigenous youth there, they could use it for whatever they wanted.

And I hated my birthday, like I love my birthday, but I hated it. Like, it's like a really weird place for me. So I thought if I start this fundraiser, and the funds were going to go to two Indigenous organizations. One was my hometown community, like for the youth, the Indigenous youth there, they could use it for whatever they wanted.

no red tape, no grants, no like writing proposals for funds that they know they need. And then the other money was half of it was going to go to Abbey House, which is a transitional home in St. Estache for Indigenous women with or without children. And I thought, can I start this fundraiser? It's going to be, we're going to raise $3,800 because I'm turning 38.

no red tape, no grants, no like writing proposals for funds that they know they need. And then the other money was half of it was going to go to Abbey House, which is a transitional home in St. Estache for Indigenous women with or without children. And I thought, can I start this fundraiser? It's going to be, we're going to raise $3,800 because I'm turning 38.

no red tape, no grants, no like writing proposals for funds that they know they need. And then the other money was half of it was going to go to Abbey House, which is a transitional home in St. Estache for Indigenous women with or without children. And I thought, can I start this fundraiser? It's going to be, we're going to raise $3,800 because I'm turning 38.

And I like didn't want to press enter. It made me sick to my stomach. I was instantly sick. I was sitting at my desk. I went from setting up a GoFundMe to like immediate depression, like right away. I was like, no one's going to care if I'm going to press enter. No one's cared so far. The history proves it. Who's going to donate? I want and then I'm going to make these organizations like

And I like didn't want to press enter. It made me sick to my stomach. I was instantly sick. I was sitting at my desk. I went from setting up a GoFundMe to like immediate depression, like right away. I was like, no one's going to care if I'm going to press enter. No one's cared so far. The history proves it. Who's going to donate? I want and then I'm going to make these organizations like