Fallon Farinacci

just saw it immediately his face and i said who who who died and he just shook his head and i was like no and i screamed so loud and i had Like, no concept that my youngest was right behind me. And I was just screaming. Screaming. I was like, no, no. I said, no. I said, I said, are you sure? Like, are they sure? And that's, he's like, yeah, I think so. I think they're sure.

just saw it immediately his face and i said who who who died and he just shook his head and i was like no and i screamed so loud and i had Like, no concept that my youngest was right behind me. And I was just screaming. Screaming. I was like, no, no. I said, no. I said, I said, are you sure? Like, are they sure? And that's, he's like, yeah, I think so. I think they're sure.

And I said, no, no, they have to check him. I think he's okay. And like, I immediately went into denial. I

And I said, no, no, they have to check him. I think he's okay. And like, I immediately went into denial. I

And I said, no, no, they have to check him. I think he's okay. And like, I immediately went into denial. I

even with my parents death and my older brother's death there's like the type of denial like I can't believe they're not here that time was absolute denial like he is no way they actually have to check him like he's obviously okay like we'll go to the hospital and then he was like no he's gone and so my

even with my parents death and my older brother's death there's like the type of denial like I can't believe they're not here that time was absolute denial like he is no way they actually have to check him like he's obviously okay like we'll go to the hospital and then he was like no he's gone and so my

even with my parents death and my older brother's death there's like the type of denial like I can't believe they're not here that time was absolute denial like he is no way they actually have to check him like he's obviously okay like we'll go to the hospital and then he was like no he's gone and so my

my little brother committed suicide and I feel like I just went into instant fight or flight I had to make all the same phone calls and I remember calling Debbie and Ken and I called their house and they weren't home and they didn't answer and I called mom's phone and then eventually I called Sheena and I was like I have to tell you something I don't know where mom is I have to tell her and when I told Sheena did you call her mom

my little brother committed suicide and I feel like I just went into instant fight or flight I had to make all the same phone calls and I remember calling Debbie and Ken and I called their house and they weren't home and they didn't answer and I called mom's phone and then eventually I called Sheena and I was like I have to tell you something I don't know where mom is I have to tell her and when I told Sheena did you call her mom

my little brother committed suicide and I feel like I just went into instant fight or flight I had to make all the same phone calls and I remember calling Debbie and Ken and I called their house and they weren't home and they didn't answer and I called mom's phone and then eventually I called Sheena and I was like I have to tell you something I don't know where mom is I have to tell her and when I told Sheena did you call her mom

Yeah, so I called Debbie and Ken Mom and Dad.

Yeah, so I called Debbie and Ken Mom and Dad.

Yeah, so I called Debbie and Ken Mom and Dad.

Yeah. Just because, like, they've always treated me like their own.

Yeah. Just because, like, they've always treated me like their own.

Yeah. Just because, like, they've always treated me like their own.

And, like, my kids call them a mare and prepare for grandma and grandpa in French. And, yeah, we just, I remember lying, literally lying in the grass with a blanket wrapped around me. It was cold. It was November.

And, like, my kids call them a mare and prepare for grandma and grandpa in French. And, yeah, we just, I remember lying, literally lying in the grass with a blanket wrapped around me. It was cold. It was November.

And, like, my kids call them a mare and prepare for grandma and grandpa in French. And, yeah, we just, I remember lying, literally lying in the grass with a blanket wrapped around me. It was cold. It was November.