FG (First Patient to Receive Puberty Blockers)

I want to be a girl. I just turned around. These people were so confused that they dropped it. But that was pretty, you know, you're always in the back of your mind. You're always worried about these things, especially then, because why do I want people to view me differently? That's my whole thing. Then people start to look at you differently.

I want to be a girl. I just turned around. These people were so confused that they dropped it. But that was pretty, you know, you're always in the back of your mind. You're always worried about these things, especially then, because why do I want people to view me differently? That's my whole thing. Then people start to look at you differently.

I'm like, no, that's exactly what I don't want people to do. or feel that they have a special bond with because they you know they know something about me which at the same time it's okay but at the same time by saying that you're saying it's a weakness that's what you're saying and they can use it against you whenever they like even though it's like faulting me for being small

I'm like, no, that's exactly what I don't want people to do. or feel that they have a special bond with because they you know they know something about me which at the same time it's okay but at the same time by saying that you're saying it's a weakness that's what you're saying and they can use it against you whenever they like even though it's like faulting me for being small

which people still do. It's still used as a weakness. It's not my fault I'm small. What do you want me to do about it? It's not something that I'm responsible. I'm responsible for how smart I am, what I've done with my life. So you're the loser. But not about how I was born into a body that didn't belong to my mindset. And the only thing I can do is deal with it and be successful at it.

which people still do. It's still used as a weakness. It's not my fault I'm small. What do you want me to do about it? It's not something that I'm responsible. I'm responsible for how smart I am, what I've done with my life. So you're the loser. But not about how I was born into a body that didn't belong to my mindset. And the only thing I can do is deal with it and be successful at it.

No, so I have a lot to say about it, but at the end of the day, I'm like, fuck off. I don't feel like it. Why do I even have to have these thought processes? I've already got my defense ready if it ever came up, because no, I will not be treated in a different way or have the idea that you feel superior because, oh, poor you. Fuck off.

No, so I have a lot to say about it, but at the end of the day, I'm like, fuck off. I don't feel like it. Why do I even have to have these thought processes? I've already got my defense ready if it ever came up, because no, I will not be treated in a different way or have the idea that you feel superior because, oh, poor you. Fuck off.

That hasn't actually happened, but just to give you an idea of how my mind works.

That hasn't actually happened, but just to give you an idea of how my mind works.

And that's what's formed me. And that's how, that's why I said, I'd never see myself as a victim, but I do feel that I should get some credit for something, which, but obviously I can't because then I'd have to put myself out as a victim. Right, right. But, you know, it is a big deal. It's like, oh, you know, be the martyr. You know, my first year at university, I had three operations.

And that's what's formed me. And that's how, that's why I said, I'd never see myself as a victim, but I do feel that I should get some credit for something, which, but obviously I can't because then I'd have to put myself out as a victim. Right, right. But, you know, it is a big deal. It's like, oh, you know, be the martyr. You know, my first year at university, I had three operations.

Nobody knew about it. And I completed my first year with flying colors. And I didn't think anything of it. And then, you know, all the years to come, I was in and out of hospital with operations and, you know, even a complication where I had to rush myself off to hospital because I couldn't pee anymore. Oh, my God. But nobody had a clue. And then I had to make a story around that.

Nobody knew about it. And I completed my first year with flying colors. And I didn't think anything of it. And then, you know, all the years to come, I was in and out of hospital with operations and, you know, even a complication where I had to rush myself off to hospital because I couldn't pee anymore. Oh, my God. But nobody had a clue. And then I had to make a story around that.

And I thought, God damn it, I did all that. But I can't say that. Do you know what I mean?

And I thought, God damn it, I did all that. But I can't say that. Do you know what I mean?

Yeah, I think it's a difficult question because I do know I have a very strong opinion on that, but that's my opinion because it's also fed by my own And I try to make the distinction between being coming from from that particular narrative and being narrow minded. My conclusion now is that I find that it's gone. It's like gone a bit extreme to the other side.

Yeah, I think it's a difficult question because I do know I have a very strong opinion on that, but that's my opinion because it's also fed by my own And I try to make the distinction between being coming from from that particular narrative and being narrow minded. My conclusion now is that I find that it's gone. It's like gone a bit extreme to the other side.

So it makes a laughingstock of what it's really about, or at least it seems to be a fashion statement nowadays. And it's like when you were in the 70s, you were a punker. You know, in the 80s, you were a punker too. We always have to fight against something. We're forging our identities as young people. So we need to stand out.

So it makes a laughingstock of what it's really about, or at least it seems to be a fashion statement nowadays. And it's like when you were in the 70s, you were a punker. You know, in the 80s, you were a punker too. We always have to fight against something. We're forging our identities as young people. So we need to stand out.