Francesca Amber

I've been a chronic, chronic overpayer on my mortgage.

I'm mentally overpaying my mortgage.

I'm obsessed with it.

And so those are the reasons why I was able to actually do that, right?

That's the real physical, tangible, real world reality.

But there's also this other side that's like the energetic, I can't quite explain how this has happened, magical side of manifestation.

of having the audacity to say, yeah, I'm going to buy a fucking one million pound house in Camden, my dream house.

And sorry, this is going to be my third property.

I'm not even selling anything else.

It's wild.

And there are things that you need to do energetically.

And like I said, I don't want to massively go into it here on the podcast.

I do feel like it's for people who feel confident with their goal setting, feel confident with manifesting, feel confident with their mindset work.

and feel like they're ready to take some fucking audacious steps because it ain't for the weak, it ain't for everyone.

So like I said, I will leave the links down below, but there was a lot of stuff that I had to do to feel safe enough to allow myself to receive that huge goal, to allow myself to feel safe enough to take the steps to make it happen.

And let me tell you, it ain't been easy.

Like this has not been a walk in the park.

There have been nights, and I'm not ashamed to admit it now because I'm past it, but there was probably a period of about a week and a half where every night I had an anxiety nightmare.

You know, when you're getting married and you keep having nightmares that you can't find your makeup bag.

It was that every night when I did my book tour, I had anxiety nightmares.