Francesca Amber

One was that I was in a pub and I was holding a poo in my hand and

Every time I was trying to like go and flush this poo down the toilet, another listener would be like, oh my God, I love reading your book.

Can we have a picture?

I was like, I've got poo in my hand.

They crop up in my life when there's a lot of turbulence and a lot of things going on.

Not bad things, getting married, having a baby, doing a book tour, buying a house.

They're not bad things, but they are things that stir up

your emotional regulation and make you feel incredibly scared.

I'm going to say it, scared.

And I have had to do some real consistent work on my mindset to enable myself to feel safe enough to receive this goal.

And yeah, I'm at the point now where it's all fucking flowing.

Do you know what?

There's some points where in manifestation, really huge things

manifest very, very, very quickly and also very, very, very effortlessly.

And I can't explain why it's so fast and why it's so effortless.

And something that should feel really huge, actually, it just speeds.

And that's what I've been experiencing with this.

And so I've been doing a combination of real world work in like getting my ducks in a row, speaking to my accountant, setting up certain things so that I feel safer.

But then also energetic work of like, for example, one thing is, is sometimes with something, a goal like this, I feel like it's too much for me.

And it feels, I can't explain it in any other way other than to say it feels too much, although it's not wasteful.