Francis Ngannou

And then after a couple of years, I left school.

And then I started things.

I'm like, okay.

I had an excuse when my dad passed away.

I think I'm becoming an adult, and I said,

powerless i still can't do anything if something like that happened what happened if my mom got sick like what happened if i have my own kids like some days and they need me or i will provide for them like or protect them and those was one of the thought that i always have like pushing me living like no i need to do something i need to take action

Then, after years, you get to the point that you feel like you have it figured out.

Like, okay, I can afford health care for my family.

I can take care if somebody needs to go to the hospital or whatever it is.

I'm going to make it.

I'm going to do it.

Then, all of a sudden, your own kids, which is the one that rely on you, only you,

you couldn't even do anything for him.

Like by the time he got to the hospital, he was gone.

You couldn't fight for him.

I'm like, bro, let me fight.

Let me say I have tried.

Let me say I did something.

Let's make all this work.

What's the point if after all this, I get to the point that I'm still this powerless in front of a real situation.