Francis Ngannou

And people are like, are you live here by yourself?

Are you by yourself?

I'm like, what's the problem by being by yourself?

It's being independent and free.

I don't need anybody to decide on my happiness or me having fun or whatever.

Sometimes I will spend two days in my house without going out.

And I'm good with it.

And I can go out.

I can do whatever I want.

But I just want to be there.

I do that a lot.

But recently, I've been changing a little bit.

Because staying home a lot will make me think and will make me sad.

since I lost my kid, my boy.

Then he will make me think and make me sad.

And if I stay there, I will keep having those thoughts, those sadness around.

It's like the energy around me is just sad.

So then what I do is like when I start to feel something like that, I just have to force myself, like get out, grab the car key, get the hell out of here.

Like I'm running away from something.

Then by the time you even find a car key, you find your shoes, you do this, your mind is already thinking of something.