Francis Ngannou

I do that a lot.

But recently, I've been changing a little bit.

Because staying home a lot will make me think and will make me sad.

since I lost my kid, my boy.

Then he will make me think and make me sad.

And if I stay there, I will keep having those thoughts, those sadness around.

It's like the energy around me is just sad.

So then what I do is like when I start to feel something like that, I just have to force myself, like get out, grab the car key, get the hell out of here.

Like I'm running away from something.

Then by the time you even find a car key, you find your shoes, you do this, your mind is already thinking of something.

Instead of sorrow, just sorrow.

Yeah, if you just sit on your couch, then it keeps going, keeps going, then it's sad, then you're pissed, then you're like, hate life, everything.

15 months old.

Bro.

Bro.

I think he has some malformations on his brain, which is something that we didn't know.

He fainted.

He passed out twice.

The first time was in Cameroon.

We took him to the hospital.