Gabriel Mizrahi

smart let me guess though she stayed had a great time nothing petty or ridiculous happened at all yeah how did you know that signed happy as could be no no that is not what happened she goes on on day two after the beach the group wanted to go to town and walk around and i wanted to go back to the house because my skirt was wet i was overstimulated and i just needed a break and some time to myself this is a normal thing that i do when i asked if i could go back and change i was told no

I asked the girls I was riding with if they didn't mind dropping me off so I could take a moment to myself.

They were understanding and did just that.

I curled up in my top bunk taking a moment for myself and, lo and behold, I got a text from my friend saying she heard what I said at the beach, I was making people uncomfortable, and I should just leave if I'm not having a good time.

I assured her I was having a good time and just needed a breather.

She came back with some horribly twisted version of a comment I made and insisted it was best for me to go.

Obviously, I was going to leave at this point.

Yeah, I was so upset.

I was in a full blown panic attack.

I was shaking.

I wanted to get out of there as fast as I could before anyone else came back.

And this whole situation got even more embarrassing.

I had a four-hour drive home.

In my haste, I forgot some of my belongings in the bathroom.

I didn't calm down until I was an hour away from home.

It was the quickest four-hour drive of my life.

That was the line for me.

I arranged to get my things I left behind and then I blocked her.

I have never felt so small and stupid and worthless in my life.

I felt like no matter what I did, she would find a problem with it and assume the worst.