Garrett

Some people are giving me a lot of positive ways to see it and some people are trying to tell me to get ready for my new normal.

They're about to

teach me how to self cast my man.

I'm not ready to shove a tube in my, in my dick.

I tell you that I've been letting them do it for me.

I just been looking the other way, pretending I'm asleep.

I don't like it.

I'm still trying to get used to all this crap and I'm hoping I don't have to get used to it.

If I just push through and get these legs working again, man, these legs are a big part of my life.

And I'm trying to find them, and I found a couple of them.

And I'm looking online, and I'm sending messages, and I'm trying to do what I can to be inspired by others.

My Instagram is neverquit__jiu-jitsu.

Please.

It'd mean the world to me.

I'm a few weeks in, you know, so there's a lot of swelling.

I broke my femur in half, and when I hit the guy's trailer, he pulled out in front of me, and he must have forgot he was pulling a trailer.

You know, I give the man grace.

There had to have been something.

I don't know what it was, and

I'd love to meet the guy.