Gary Gulman
👤 Speaker
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This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
Gary went into a full-blown depressive crisis.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
Not eating when he should have been eating like a horse.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
Sleeping all the time.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
The prevailing thing going on in my head is I want to kill myself.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
And did you have this feeling of like, oh, well, I'm actually as strong as any of these guys.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
You're stronger than most of them.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
You're faster than most of them.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
I should be as good.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
Did you have a feeling of like, well, if I just psych myself up in the right way, I'm going to be able to do this?
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
Well, I just knew...
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
And the problem is I know who I am and I hate him.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
He's so weak and he disappoints and he lets down.
This American Life
676: Here’s Looking at You, Kid
And I just wanted to go back to the room and sleep and cry.