Gaz Wright

You're going to be in bed by 10.30.

The main thing you're probably going to worry about is taking the bins out and making sure the lawn's mowed.

You know, like all that is just consuming me.

It seems like it doesn't, when I even hear myself say it, it doesn't seem stressful.

I suppose it'd be like a rockstar lifestyle.

Yeah.

And then someone's told, now you're just going to live an everyday life.

You're going to have to make sure the bills are paid.

Yeah, so I fell down on my bum and I was looking around and at that time I can remember feeling really hopeless.

I thought what was going through my head was you can't even take yourself out, you know, like I was just – because it was obviously ego.

Ego was, you know, I was trying to suppress that but we're something special.

We can do this.

Don't you know who I am?

You know, all that mentality.

Yeah.

And, you know, that's how I always thought I sat on a throne in my area.

You know, it wasn't a joke on me because it was, you know, real downtime.

And so I'm sitting on my bum, I'm looking out and I thought, you know, you can't even take yourself out.

You know, I felt worthless.

I really did.