Gemma Spake

Your predator might go up in good.

I have to be honest.

So many of my recent experiences are really informing this episode today because I've been down bad with homesickness recently.

And

As much as London is amazing and you can post about it and make it look amazing, there have definitely been times where I've genuinely thought, what am I doing here?

Why did I make such a stupid decision?

I should go back to Australia.

The food is better.

The weather is better.

The lifestyle is better.

The cost of living is better.

Why did I give that up?

What did I do this for?

This is why everybody in the UK moves to Australia.

It's better there.

There have been, I think definitely a lot of tears.

There's been a lot of like panic, a lot of like asking my parents to send me photos of my dog, a lot of looking at apartments back in Sydney.

And something me and my boyfriend have been discussing is like, when do we, when do you stop ignoring that feeling?

When do you take that feeling as a sign?

And I think right now we kind of know it's run-of-the-mill homesickness, right?