George Janko

Like, are you still feeling like a little girl to God?

Like, and you're just understanding him still?

Or is it like you guys are buds?

I went to bed at 4.30.

I have a question.

This is more playing into, God forbid, my ego, but it's something I just want to challenge.

How do I know when it's God's purpose or what I think is God's purpose but is actually my purpose?

like you know how they say oh you have to get up and work for god i do podcasting i do stand up um and then sometimes like i'll preach the word to kids and stuff and sometimes i feel like when i'm doing my craft my art craft i feel like i'm choosing myself over god versus just going and preaching but then my mom is like well no that's what god's talent is for you and you're supposed to wield it for him but that seems like too good to be true kind of like um

selfish?

Like, how do I know what my purpose is versus what I think my purpose is?

Yeah.

Yeah.

People are scared of making mistakes.

Yeah.

You know, I went through this period in my life where I willingly didn't even know this, but it was through my stupidity.

I started worshiping gifts that God gave me, people that God gave me.

And I found myself to be in a dark place.

Yeah.

And I picked up other habits.

And some guy was talking to me about manifestation.