George Janko

And...

I've never hated somebody in my heart ever.

And I'm very honest when I present myself to God.

And I said some really rude things about this person.

And all of a sudden I just felt death over me, like really cold death.

And I go home to Bell and I just was sad all day.

And then I was in the shower and I started crying.

I said, Lord, why did you leave me?

Like I felt a presence leave me, love leave me.

And immediately it was, again, it's not an audible thing, but God goes, the separation between you and I are far greater than you and him.

And if you can't forgive him, then why should I forgive you?

That's good.

And ever since then, I was like, okay.

But again, my life has been a walk in the park compared to people that have gone through what you guys have gone through or things that like I see my neighbors go through.

And so.

That's why I like, I like to check my heart.

Yeah.

I think, I believe the Bible when it says don't rely on your heart, it's wicked above all things.

When is it appropriate to lean on your heart?

Like when we want to go do good things, like, you know, the gospel says don't lean on your heart.