George Janko

And so I can't be in this walk of life where I'm pretending that my works

are at the same equivalent of what Jesus did on the cross.

At this point in my life and in my walk in my life, I have to be honest and I have to deny myself.

And denying myself is denying my heritage, denying what my mom and dad taught me, denying my perspective on life.

And that's a really hard thing.

It was the hardest thing I ever had to go through.

How do I deal with somebody that's on the other hand of this and walk them through it?

I've gone to a place,

spiritually being fatigued that I'm starting to understand that I'm the sower and not the savior.

Have you ever had this problem where you're trying so much that you actually push people away from God?

I'm sorry.

Praise God, yeah.

I fell into that category.

I read Timothy, and when he says that a new believer shouldn't preach, I was like, wish I would have read this.

You know what I mean?

I came off so arrogant.

I came off so prideful.

I divided my home.

I said things I never meant.

I had such a wicked heart, man.