George Santos

And I wrote shoe records on it.

as something for me to remember how dark it got for me there i i don't think i'm ready today to read it yeah i will one day because i want to i think i want the world to know what i wrote funny enough the very first one i write it i'm so angry my whole preface and if i could recall

you know without it's a blur right but the preface was i'm gonna kill myself just to with this warden and put a mess in her hand look at how desperate i was i was willing to end my life in my own thoughts to get back at someone who was hurting me right that's that's the level of insanity that you well i do think most suicide is an act of aggression against others

And it gets to a point where after the first one, I said, what am I doing?

I need help.

And I requested, they make you fill out cop-outs, which is a former request to staff.

So I wrote to the chaplain requesting a Catholic, Roman Catholic Bible and a rosary so I can pray.

The warden didn't approve it, declined both requests.

What?

Till this day, I didn't get an answer.

I could get all the fucked up books in the world, but I couldn't get a Catholic Bible or a rosary.

I requested for the visiting priest that comes to do mass at the prison to visit me in the shoe.

She didn't allow it.

She denied me the... How?

On what grounds?

I don't know.

You were there because you've been threatened.

Well, you should explain that to her as I tried to.

I said, this is cruel and unusual punishment.

Are you going to make sure she loses her job?