George Santos

It was a bad day.

Literature criminals.

The books had no cover.

I mean, it's like they're ripped off.

It's very eccentric.

I did do a lot of reading, but it was eccentric reading at best.

But, you know, that's what I did with my days.

And...

When I wasn't doing that, I was trying to pray because I had a really big awakening, a religious awakening.

I've strayed so, so far from the principles and the teachings of my family and my

and and literally jesus christ and growing up in in the catholic church and you know baptism a communion confirmation i mean all of those things i've strayed so far away from it and i saw where it landed me because now i can easily tell you this it is so much easier to walk in your life with the god in it than to ignore it i mean it is

I have my peace with God.

I, it was, and I'll tell you the remarkable.

How did that happen?

I think it was like day 10 and I had already written my first suicide note.

And that's when it.

What did you say in your suicide note?

You know, I never read it back, Tucker.

It's sitting in a Manila envelope in my house.

I sealed it, all three of them.