Glennon Doyle

And then you start breathing in this specific way. And then the next thing I knew, I'll just speak for myself, My hands started to clench and not be able to unclench. So that's something physical that happens. And then I- They call it the claw. The claw, right? And it feels very weird. And then I started having visions. I started having visions that were so beautiful and inevitable.

And then you start breathing in this specific way. And then the next thing I knew, I'll just speak for myself, My hands started to clench and not be able to unclench. So that's something physical that happens. And then I- They call it the claw. The claw, right? And it feels very weird. And then I started having visions. I started having visions that were so beautiful and inevitable.

And then you start breathing in this specific way. And then the next thing I knew, I'll just speak for myself, My hands started to clench and not be able to unclench. So that's something physical that happens. And then I- They call it the claw. The claw, right? And it feels very weird. And then I started having visions. I started having visions that were so beautiful and inevitable.

Stuff that I saw that I was like, of course. So first I saw a tunnel. Okay. And there were the faces of all the people I loved around the tunnel. And PS, there were people, faces that I was like, I don't fucking love that person.

Stuff that I saw that I was like, of course. So first I saw a tunnel. Okay. And there were the faces of all the people I loved around the tunnel. And PS, there were people, faces that I was like, I don't fucking love that person.

Stuff that I saw that I was like, of course. So first I saw a tunnel. Okay. And there were the faces of all the people I loved around the tunnel. And PS, there were people, faces that I was like, I don't fucking love that person.

So it was all the people that I love. And I will tell you that there was a whiff of and are responsible for. But that wasn't in words. It was just an idea. Like, these are the people you are responsible for. So this kind of explained the extra few faces that I was like, what in the fuck are you doing in my tunnel? But then afterwards, it made sense. Like, oh, of course, I do love those people.

So it was all the people that I love. And I will tell you that there was a whiff of and are responsible for. But that wasn't in words. It was just an idea. Like, these are the people you are responsible for. So this kind of explained the extra few faces that I was like, what in the fuck are you doing in my tunnel? But then afterwards, it made sense. Like, oh, of course, I do love those people.

So it was all the people that I love. And I will tell you that there was a whiff of and are responsible for. But that wasn't in words. It was just an idea. Like, these are the people you are responsible for. So this kind of explained the extra few faces that I was like, what in the fuck are you doing in my tunnel? But then afterwards, it made sense. Like, oh, of course, I do love those people.

I saw this love in them that they were unexpected. And then after the tunnel came this vision of myself. P.S., this was before I started, really, really got into recovery for anorexia. And it was myself, but like, 20 pounds. This is too much information, but it was like, I was 20 pounds heavier and very at peace and beautiful.

I saw this love in them that they were unexpected. And then after the tunnel came this vision of myself. P.S., this was before I started, really, really got into recovery for anorexia. And it was myself, but like, 20 pounds. This is too much information, but it was like, I was 20 pounds heavier and very at peace and beautiful.

I saw this love in them that they were unexpected. And then after the tunnel came this vision of myself. P.S., this was before I started, really, really got into recovery for anorexia. And it was myself, but like, 20 pounds. This is too much information, but it was like, I was 20 pounds heavier and very at peace and beautiful.

And that sort of scared the shit out of me because my whole life I've been scared to death to get bigger. And it was just this vision of my future self. And then Andrea, it was so joyful, all of it. And that was it. Those are the only things that mattered. And when I'm saying the words, this feels much less profound. But when I'm telling you that was all that mattered, it was this

And that sort of scared the shit out of me because my whole life I've been scared to death to get bigger. And it was just this vision of my future self. And then Andrea, it was so joyful, all of it. And that was it. Those are the only things that mattered. And when I'm saying the words, this feels much less profound. But when I'm telling you that was all that mattered, it was this

And that sort of scared the shit out of me because my whole life I've been scared to death to get bigger. And it was just this vision of my future self. And then Andrea, it was so joyful, all of it. And that was it. Those are the only things that mattered. And when I'm saying the words, this feels much less profound. But when I'm telling you that was all that mattered, it was this

These people and this self, this love of these people and this peaceful, whole, less fearful self. And then what happened? And then I could die. not stop laughing. And there were a ton of other people in this class, Andrea, and they were having experiences. I was bawling. She was laughing. I was laughing. Like I was in a comedy club.

These people and this self, this love of these people and this peaceful, whole, less fearful self. And then what happened? And then I could die. not stop laughing. And there were a ton of other people in this class, Andrea, and they were having experiences. I was bawling. She was laughing. I was laughing. Like I was in a comedy club.

These people and this self, this love of these people and this peaceful, whole, less fearful self. And then what happened? And then I could die. not stop laughing. And there were a ton of other people in this class, Andrea, and they were having experiences. I was bawling. She was laughing. I was laughing. Like I was in a comedy club.

Like, you know, when you're somewhere like in church and they say, don't laugh. And so then you laugh harder. And it went on for 15 minutes.

Like, you know, when you're somewhere like in church and they say, don't laugh. And so then you laugh harder. And it went on for 15 minutes.