Glennon Doyle

Like the landslide, that's how it feels.

It feels like a landslide and those lines about I'm afraid of changing because I've built my life around you.

Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Just absolutely not.

Absolutely not.

And then relationally, like this stuff, one of the things that Abby and my sister and I are talking about, like the podcast is so beautiful and it is so beautiful and it means so much, but we've somehow like allowed the two most important relationships in my life are with Abby and my sister.

And now they're like, all we talk about is work.

I go weeks where I haven't, we haven't talked about anything other than that.

Or Abby and I now have like a, it's like way too much information.

I haven't even, okay.

So...

I should probably tell Abby first and then next year.

I'm just joking.

We've talked about this.

I think that it's another thing that I'm going to have to figure out.

Sometimes it's something that is very beautiful and good.

It can get in the way.

That's another reordering that I have to figure out.

Like I don't want my 50s.

I'm almost 50 and I really don't want my 50s to be based on any sort of like arranging people I love to make