Glennon

Do you feel and this is I'm going to drive people nuts with this question, but I just can't stop asking it. I'm so badly trying to understand what is gender? Is it even a thing? Like, I can't find it in me. Okay. I can't find it in me anywhere. I don't feel like a woman. I don't feel like a man. Like, I don't know what it means.

It just seems like something that was like a role that was assigned to me. And I was like, I can do this. I'm an A plus student. Like I can, I can be the femest fem that ever femed, but I have never, not once. And I just told Abby this, I've never looked at a picture of myself ever and been like that, that looks like me. Oh, wow. Never. Oh, Glennon.

It just seems like something that was like a role that was assigned to me. And I was like, I can do this. I'm an A plus student. Like I can, I can be the femest fem that ever femed, but I have never, not once. And I just told Abby this, I've never looked at a picture of myself ever and been like that, that looks like me. Oh, wow. Never. Oh, Glennon.

It just seems like something that was like a role that was assigned to me. And I was like, I can do this. I'm an A plus student. Like I can, I can be the femest fem that ever femed, but I have never, not once. And I just told Abby this, I've never looked at a picture of myself ever and been like that, that looks like me. Oh, wow. Never. Oh, Glennon.

Oh, that makes my little, I want to, that's so intense. Oh, I have actually. Tell me, tell me what that feels like. And like, what, what is gender to you? And is it in you or is it just on you? Are you performing it? Is it intrinsic? What is it?

Oh, that makes my little, I want to, that's so intense. Oh, I have actually. Tell me, tell me what that feels like. And like, what, what is gender to you? And is it in you or is it just on you? Are you performing it? Is it intrinsic? What is it?

Oh, that makes my little, I want to, that's so intense. Oh, I have actually. Tell me, tell me what that feels like. And like, what, what is gender to you? And is it in you or is it just on you? Are you performing it? Is it intrinsic? What is it?

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Okay.

Okay.

Um, I am so, I love, I think it's so cool that, you know, all of those things that you have,

Um, I am so, I love, I think it's so cool that, you know, all of those things that you have,

Um, I am so, I love, I think it's so cool that, you know, all of those things that you have,

figured out how to match your insides with your outsides you know because I think when people ask me like why is your hair always so different like when Sarah Paulson talks about playing me she says one of the things she's excited about is changing like how can anyone change their hair so much I think I'm just always trying to figure out what do I look like yeah

figured out how to match your insides with your outsides you know because I think when people ask me like why is your hair always so different like when Sarah Paulson talks about playing me she says one of the things she's excited about is changing like how can anyone change their hair so much I think I'm just always trying to figure out what do I look like yeah

figured out how to match your insides with your outsides you know because I think when people ask me like why is your hair always so different like when Sarah Paulson talks about playing me she says one of the things she's excited about is changing like how can anyone change their hair so much I think I'm just always trying to figure out what do I look like yeah

Yes.

Yes.

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In Save Yourself, you said, somewhere around the same time that my internal shame alarm started going off, I started leading a double life. I joked instead of crying. I shoved my pain way down and put a joke on top, getting funnier and funnier by the minute. And then you say 11 was the age my self-hatred became. How do I say that word? Sentient. Right.