Harry Jowsey

In your head or you're yelling it?

In your head or you're yelling it?

for sure um what so what what are like your what what are you do you have any concerns with jesus do you have any like issues with what anything i just think it's like the lack of knowledge and um that's i guess with anything right like going to the gym if you don't know what you're doing you're probably not going to enjoy it you're probably not going to be there right so i think my only the only thing i know is that like hey you have to go to church on sunday and

for sure um what so what what are like your what what are you do you have any concerns with jesus do you have any like issues with what anything i just think it's like the lack of knowledge and um that's i guess with anything right like going to the gym if you don't know what you're doing you're probably not going to enjoy it you're probably not going to be there right so i think my only the only thing i know is that like hey you have to go to church on sunday and

for sure um what so what what are like your what what are you do you have any concerns with jesus do you have any like issues with what anything i just think it's like the lack of knowledge and um that's i guess with anything right like going to the gym if you don't know what you're doing you're probably not going to enjoy it you're probably not going to be there right so i think my only the only thing i know is that like hey you have to go to church on sunday and

whatever else and i'm like well i don't know what i'm into so what i'm going to commit to this random church or this thing over here and commit to this friend and then what if i'm like uncomfortable because it's a little bit overwhelming sure whatever else i think that's just the biggest thing is i've just you see this massive book and people like oh you should read it it's the bible and learn these verses or whatever else i'm like that's just the commitment into something that i'm not sure if i know or i'm excited about is kind of scary i think yeah with i guess and that comes with anything right yeah like

whatever else and i'm like well i don't know what i'm into so what i'm going to commit to this random church or this thing over here and commit to this friend and then what if i'm like uncomfortable because it's a little bit overwhelming sure whatever else i think that's just the biggest thing is i've just you see this massive book and people like oh you should read it it's the bible and learn these verses or whatever else i'm like that's just the commitment into something that i'm not sure if i know or i'm excited about is kind of scary i think yeah with i guess and that comes with anything right yeah like

whatever else and i'm like well i don't know what i'm into so what i'm going to commit to this random church or this thing over here and commit to this friend and then what if i'm like uncomfortable because it's a little bit overwhelming sure whatever else i think that's just the biggest thing is i've just you see this massive book and people like oh you should read it it's the bible and learn these verses or whatever else i'm like that's just the commitment into something that i'm not sure if i know or i'm excited about is kind of scary i think yeah with i guess and that comes with anything right yeah like

even with reality TV or social media all this stuff it's like well if I don't know enough about it I'm a little bit scared a little bit like nervous that's why with my friends who are religious I just ask them questions because I don't I don't know when I'm ready or I guess when he's going to show up for me or when it's going to work like with the retreat that I did for to learn a little bit more about it like

even with reality TV or social media all this stuff it's like well if I don't know enough about it I'm a little bit scared a little bit like nervous that's why with my friends who are religious I just ask them questions because I don't I don't know when I'm ready or I guess when he's going to show up for me or when it's going to work like with the retreat that I did for to learn a little bit more about it like

even with reality TV or social media all this stuff it's like well if I don't know enough about it I'm a little bit scared a little bit like nervous that's why with my friends who are religious I just ask them questions because I don't I don't know when I'm ready or I guess when he's going to show up for me or when it's going to work like with the retreat that I did for to learn a little bit more about it like

my friend just told me like if it flows and if it happens it's meant to be and it'll be and that's kind of what happened and maybe that was a version of god showing up and being like well you're meant to go do this you're meant to connect because i had lost three friends to suicide at that point so i'm like i just need i need a reason to see them or i need a reason to talk to them and that was the best way to kind of disconnect from la and this crazy world and to to try and reconnect with them and reconnect with myself i guess but

my friend just told me like if it flows and if it happens it's meant to be and it'll be and that's kind of what happened and maybe that was a version of god showing up and being like well you're meant to go do this you're meant to connect because i had lost three friends to suicide at that point so i'm like i just need i need a reason to see them or i need a reason to talk to them and that was the best way to kind of disconnect from la and this crazy world and to to try and reconnect with them and reconnect with myself i guess but

my friend just told me like if it flows and if it happens it's meant to be and it'll be and that's kind of what happened and maybe that was a version of god showing up and being like well you're meant to go do this you're meant to connect because i had lost three friends to suicide at that point so i'm like i just need i need a reason to see them or i need a reason to talk to them and that was the best way to kind of disconnect from la and this crazy world and to to try and reconnect with them and reconnect with myself i guess but

I don't know. I think it's like a lack of knowledge and also a lack of understanding because when you're talking about prayer and whatever else, I've never done it. I've tried. And I remember, do I sit there like this? And then again, you're in your head and you're worried and you don't know. But to your point, no one's ever explained it to me like, hey, what's different for everyone?

I don't know. I think it's like a lack of knowledge and also a lack of understanding because when you're talking about prayer and whatever else, I've never done it. I've tried. And I remember, do I sit there like this? And then again, you're in your head and you're worried and you don't know. But to your point, no one's ever explained it to me like, hey, what's different for everyone?

I don't know. I think it's like a lack of knowledge and also a lack of understanding because when you're talking about prayer and whatever else, I've never done it. I've tried. And I remember, do I sit there like this? And then again, you're in your head and you're worried and you don't know. But to your point, no one's ever explained it to me like, hey, what's different for everyone?

And it just has to make sense to you. Yeah. Yeah, I don't know. Again, it's just a curious thing. That's why I'm here because I'm losing my dad. I'm like, I've got to believe in something because if I don't, what am I going to tell my kids? Because I remember when I was a kid and I was young, I'd always run into my mom's... Well, of course I was young when I was a kid. What an idiot.

And it just has to make sense to you. Yeah. Yeah, I don't know. Again, it's just a curious thing. That's why I'm here because I'm losing my dad. I'm like, I've got to believe in something because if I don't, what am I going to tell my kids? Because I remember when I was a kid and I was young, I'd always run into my mom's... Well, of course I was young when I was a kid. What an idiot.

And it just has to make sense to you. Yeah. Yeah, I don't know. Again, it's just a curious thing. That's why I'm here because I'm losing my dad. I'm like, I've got to believe in something because if I don't, what am I going to tell my kids? Because I remember when I was a kid and I was young, I'd always run into my mom's... Well, of course I was young when I was a kid. What an idiot.