Harry Jowsey

Um, why am I, why am I talking though? I remember when I was young, I'd always run into my mom's room. I'd cry. I'm like, I'm so scared to die. Like, I'm so afraid. And she's like, well, you know, I'm going to go before you. I'm like, no, don't do that. I don't want to feel this.

Um, why am I, why am I talking though? I remember when I was young, I'd always run into my mom's room. I'd cry. I'm like, I'm so scared to die. Like, I'm so afraid. And she's like, well, you know, I'm going to go before you. I'm like, no, don't do that. I don't want to feel this.

Um, why am I, why am I talking though? I remember when I was young, I'd always run into my mom's room. I'd cry. I'm like, I'm so scared to die. Like, I'm so afraid. And she's like, well, you know, I'm going to go before you. I'm like, no, don't do that. I don't want to feel this.

um so i guess yeah when i when i have a family i'm always just i'm just being mindful of the future and like what and because i like to be super optimistic and i like to be excited about things and i guess that's always been the thing that i'm not excited about because i don't know and i don't know what happens and for sure

um so i guess yeah when i when i have a family i'm always just i'm just being mindful of the future and like what and because i like to be super optimistic and i like to be excited about things and i guess that's always been the thing that i'm not excited about because i don't know and i don't know what happens and for sure

um so i guess yeah when i when i have a family i'm always just i'm just being mindful of the future and like what and because i like to be super optimistic and i like to be excited about things and i guess that's always been the thing that i'm not excited about because i don't know and i don't know what happens and for sure

um i guess yeah once my dad did pass there was like little signs and things and then i'm like well is is that him or is that god or is that am i just deliberately looking for angel numbers or this or that so yeah i think uh well i think when you said your dad was like it goes all black and we kind of had the same reaction we're like kind of what the heck yeah

um i guess yeah once my dad did pass there was like little signs and things and then i'm like well is is that him or is that god or is that am i just deliberately looking for angel numbers or this or that so yeah i think uh well i think when you said your dad was like it goes all black and we kind of had the same reaction we're like kind of what the heck yeah

um i guess yeah once my dad did pass there was like little signs and things and then i'm like well is is that him or is that god or is that am i just deliberately looking for angel numbers or this or that so yeah i think uh well i think when you said your dad was like it goes all black and we kind of had the same reaction we're like kind of what the heck yeah

Does, uh, tell your parents and not die. Yeah.

Does, uh, tell your parents and not die. Yeah.

Does, uh, tell your parents and not die. Yeah.

Keep it together, brother.

Keep it together, brother.

Keep it together, brother.

Well, I think the story with my dad was he went through with assisted dying. So he had bowel cancer and a magnitude of other things that was going on, and It was a really intense experience because we were all there and we all watched him go to the other side. Yeah. And it's only just hit two months since we were all there for that.

Well, I think the story with my dad was he went through with assisted dying. So he had bowel cancer and a magnitude of other things that was going on, and It was a really intense experience because we were all there and we all watched him go to the other side. Yeah. And it's only just hit two months since we were all there for that.

Well, I think the story with my dad was he went through with assisted dying. So he had bowel cancer and a magnitude of other things that was going on, and It was a really intense experience because we were all there and we all watched him go to the other side. Yeah. And it's only just hit two months since we were all there for that.

And this last week has been very interesting because I've been sitting down with friends and the topic has come up and it's been really intense. Yeah. Um, and I haven't really thought about it and I got, it was really like tough because with that grief, especially with a loved one, I just like put it to the back of my brain and like, I don't want to look at photos. I don't want to think about it.

And this last week has been very interesting because I've been sitting down with friends and the topic has come up and it's been really intense. Yeah. Um, and I haven't really thought about it and I got, it was really like tough because with that grief, especially with a loved one, I just like put it to the back of my brain and like, I don't want to look at photos. I don't want to think about it.