Hecz

I'm in the weirdest funk of my life, bro. And I was talking to Peterman, and I'm like, man.

It's got to be because I'm 45 years old.

It's got to be because I'm 45 years old.

It's got to be because I'm 45 years old.

You know what it is?

You know what it is?

You know what it is?

I mean, I wonder now that you're running so consistently if this is going to help. I won't run in 100-degree weather. Why?

I mean, I wonder now that you're running so consistently if this is going to help. I won't run in 100-degree weather. Why?

I mean, I wonder now that you're running so consistently if this is going to help. I won't run in 100-degree weather. Why?

Yeah, it's a rut. I have all of these ideas that I want to execute for the vlog. I just have projects in my head that need to be done, and I just can't bring myself to even press start on it.

Yeah, it's a rut. I have all of these ideas that I want to execute for the vlog. I just have projects in my head that need to be done, and I just can't bring myself to even press start on it.

Yeah, it's a rut. I have all of these ideas that I want to execute for the vlog. I just have projects in my head that need to be done, and I just can't bring myself to even press start on it.

Seth, I would try to do... It's not even about isolating. I mean, it's really easy for me to say, I'm going to do this one. This was easy. But then I just can't follow through because of distractions. And I've never been in this position. Back in my day when I was like, I would be able to just fucking think of something and just fucking go do it. No questions asked. This is what I got to do.

Seth, I would try to do... It's not even about isolating. I mean, it's really easy for me to say, I'm going to do this one. This was easy. But then I just can't follow through because of distractions. And I've never been in this position. Back in my day when I was like, I would be able to just fucking think of something and just fucking go do it. No questions asked. This is what I got to do.

Seth, I would try to do... It's not even about isolating. I mean, it's really easy for me to say, I'm going to do this one. This was easy. But then I just can't follow through because of distractions. And I've never been in this position. Back in my day when I was like, I would be able to just fucking think of something and just fucking go do it. No questions asked. This is what I got to do.

There's nothing. Now I'll sit there and I'll be like, let me fucking answer this shit. Let me do this. Let me call this person. Let me do this. Let me have a meeting about this. Let me do this. Worse than ever. And it's all avoidance of doing something creative. We still have the whatnot that we haven't done. We have to figure out when we're doing that. Whenever you're ready, man.

There's nothing. Now I'll sit there and I'll be like, let me fucking answer this shit. Let me do this. Let me call this person. Let me do this. Let me have a meeting about this. Let me do this. Worse than ever. And it's all avoidance of doing something creative. We still have the whatnot that we haven't done. We have to figure out when we're doing that. Whenever you're ready, man.

There's nothing. Now I'll sit there and I'll be like, let me fucking answer this shit. Let me do this. Let me call this person. Let me do this. Let me have a meeting about this. Let me do this. Worse than ever. And it's all avoidance of doing something creative. We still have the whatnot that we haven't done. We have to figure out when we're doing that. Whenever you're ready, man.

I literally, I was telling Judy yesterday, I'm like, I might be depressed. I don't know what feeling depressed feels like, but this has to be it. Because I literally can't find happiness. Dude, I swear to God. And it's not about happiness. You know what I'm saying? I've been there before. I'm not sad. I'm not sad. I just can't produce.