Hilaria Baldwin

But I remember I just couldn't, because it was like I knew, I knew, and nobody was listening to me.

And I knew, not that they could have done anything, by the way.

But, like, I knew.

And I wouldn't, and she's like, no, you need to stop moving.

We need to try to figure out what was going on, what's going on.

And I never could figure out what happened.

But it was just like, yeah.

Well, then I carried another one after that.

Okay.

But so I never tried IVF again.

Okay.

So I got pregnant with our five-year-old, again, a month and a half afterwards.

And I had been, one of the things that I love in terms of being in the public eye is I like to push boundaries a little bit because I think that some rules are really stupid.

And so I figured, like, all right, if you guys are going to talk anyway, let me, like, push that a little bit.

And part of that was I'm going to go on and I'm going to talk about my miscarriage while I'm having it because I don't like that I have to pretend that I'm not okay.

I also decided with the baby that I lost at five months, I had to – I decided to tell the world about her before the three-month marker because I said, you know, why?

Why is this rule here?

I mean, at that point, it would have been beyond the three-month anyway.

But then a little bit, I then, I closed off afterwards.

So I didn't, and then it was COVID.