Hilaria Baldwin

So he was born September 2020.

But he, I didn't say anything until I was like,

way way down the road which was very different from the like spunky larry before i'd be like i'll tell you everything so you because before i felt like people they would there's like oh there's rumors that she's pregnant again and it felt like that was getting taken information taken from me so my whole thing was like you know i'm gonna give it to you first so it's mine to tell yeah um so i did like back off a little bit i became a little cowardly after that to protect my heart from it um and then also carrying a baby during covid a completely different animal that was oh my god her

But yeah, so it was, I feel like I didn't, I don't know if I answered your question.

Something to my ADHD brain.

I was scared.

I was terrified.

I was terrified of everything.

I was terrified.

And I was terrified on so many levels.

Not just because of what happened.

but also because of COVID and the fear of going to appointments and the fear of delivering.

And this is pre-vaccine as well.

So there are very different regulations then.

Yeah, it was like you couldn't have anyone else in the room with you.

At that point by September, your spouse can be there.

Okay.

Although I don't love when Alec is in the room with me while I'm laboring.

He can be there when he's pushing, but he really bothers me when I'm laboring.

It's like I need to get the epidural first.