Hilary McVeigh

So we almost get to this point where we feel a little bit jibbed or a little bit like, I thought I signed up for something else and this is not what I signed up for.

And we also get hooked in this achieving and time moving.

And you see it.

Right from when we go to school, like you're five years old and you're constantly on this ladder.

Then you're like, okay, I'm grade one and I'm preparing for grade two, grade two, grade three, grade four until grade 12.

Okay.

Now I go to university or I go into full-time employment.

Okay.

Now I work my way up the ladder and you get to a point when you've worked your way and

decades up some imaginary ladder and you get to the point of wait what have I been working for what was I hooked into this time that I get to this point and this is usually where people have a quarter life crisis or a midlife crisis of what am I actually doing here what is actually the point of this what have I

signed up to this moving escalator and it just keeps on moving and I keep on having to achieve and I keep on having to keep up and I keep on having to you know quieten down this noise in my mind that says there could be another way and so it gets to a point where you can't quieten it down anymore and so I truly believe that every human here it's part of the human experience that we come here to somehow forget how important we are or how

divine your life force and how needed you are here and your gifts and your intuitive knowing and through that we come back to the remembering of that because we know this as children we know this when we are a baby you don't wait for permission to cry or to have an experience you don't wait for permission or think is there a potentiality of me not being loved as i am

But we learn along the way that somehow we're not enough and I have to do something to be enough.

And so I truly feel that like when we have that

awakening to our conditioning, which we'll go to in a moment, it becomes even more sacred, your sense of self.

It becomes even more sacred, your gut instinct or your intuitive knowing.

It becomes even more sacred, your mission here or what you feel called to create or do or your desires.

Like your desires are...

implanted in you for a reason to create and it inspires you to grow and evolve in some way which I also think is our reason for being here is to evolve the human race the human energy so what happens is that we get to a point where we awaken to it we awaken to all the rules all the societal norms all the thoughts of who we were conditioned to think we had to be

And that can be very startling, intense, and challenging because you can have a bit of a identity crisis and an ego death of, wait,