Menu
Sign In Search Podcasts Libraries Charts People & Topics Add Podcast API Blog Pricing

Holden Sheppard

๐Ÿ‘ค Speaker
153 total appearances

Appearances Over Time

Podcast Appearances

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

Thank you for having me.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

Sorry, not sorry.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

Yeah, my library memory would be, so when I went to high school up in Geraldton, I went to the Catholic college there and across the road was the big Geraldton library.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

It was a two-story building, really cool space.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

Like we don't have a lot of two-story buildings in Geraldton.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

So it was like this really exciting, massive space full of books and full of just, you could just hide yourself there.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

And so I used to wait there for my mum to pick me up after school and I would just spend, I'd buy some humbugs for like 20 cents, you know, lollies.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

And I would just sit and just explore, like, history, not just fiction, you know, like, history or politics or just any kind of subject I could get my hands on.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

And that was a lot of my teenage years, just sitting there after school in the library.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

And I think that's what was being said at some point before around it's not just hiring books, it's actually the space itself that makes a library very special.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

Yeah, yeah.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

40-degree days a lot in Giro, yeah.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

And the Wi-Fi is a big... LAUGHTER

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

Yeah, so Invisible Boys has just been released last week, which is super exciting.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

It's pure fiction, but it's drawn from probably the emotional truth of what I went through growing up.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

So I grew up gay in Geraldton and I had a very, very difficult time accepting it.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

My story is less one of prejudice and discrimination and bullying and more one of absolute self-loathing.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

and rejection of myself and eventually wanting to take my own life.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

So this was something I wanted to explore in fiction.

The Bookshelf
The Bookshelf at the State Library of NSW

It was very, very vulnerable to do it as a memoir.

โ† Previous Page 1 of 8 Next โ†’