Holly Deane-Johns

There always was that worry in the back of my mind, but not enough to stop me.

You know, you always know there is a potential for being arrested.

Your addiction overshadows that worry.

It pushes it right to the back of your mind.

But yeah, of course, you know, especially Thailand, like, fuck.

You know, you'd have to be deaf, dumb and blind not to know what's going to happen to you if you get caught with drugs there.

You know, it's serious shit.

So I was getting a guy over there who, you know, made fake passports and all that type of thing.

I said, look, I want you to start making up calendars for me, you know, like about that size.

I knew a person who worked in a post office and I said, what sort of amount would start alarms ringing?

And she said, if you keep it under 15 grams, it'll get through no problem.

So I'd tell him, insert 15 grams of hammer, heroin, into these calendars.

They were paper thin.

You wouldn't even suspect there was anything in it.

So I was sending these back to myself in Australia so that when I was home,

I'd have heroin to use.

I wouldn't be sick.

And I wouldn't have to spend a large amount of money buying it off the street.

So that's what I was doing.

And a guy, one of the three guys that I just mentioned, he was from Sydney.