Honestav

We just talked shit. He was amazing. He was one of the boys. But also, you know, as I got older, like, I kind of grew up, like, I saw shit really early. And so I was, like, always kind of, like, I was what kept, like, my brothers talking to my mom and shit like that. Like, I was the baby. And I was, like, pretty emotional. So, like, and everybody knew that, you know.

We just talked shit. He was amazing. He was one of the boys. But also, you know, as I got older, like, I kind of grew up, like, I saw shit really early. And so I was, like, always kind of, like, I was what kept, like, my brothers talking to my mom and shit like that. Like, I was the baby. And I was, like, pretty emotional. So, like, and everybody knew that, you know.

So it was kind of, like, the backbone of, like, us having, like, a family. So whenever I got older, like, 21 years old, I might as well have been 40, you know, like, to my parents. Right. They didn't. You're very mature. Yeah.

So it was kind of, like, the backbone of, like, us having, like, a family. So whenever I got older, like, 21 years old, I might as well have been 40, you know, like, to my parents. Right. They didn't. You're very mature. Yeah.

well not i really wasn't that mature but just to them they they'd known you know the shit that i'd known i i was paying my dad's bills for like a whole year one time and nobody knew that my dad was like broke but i was like i had money because i was like selling weed and they knew that and so i was i knew shit that like my siblings didn't know and shit like that because i was like helping you had a different relationship yeah my dad would hit me up and be like yo i'm i'm

well not i really wasn't that mature but just to them they they'd known you know the shit that i'd known i i was paying my dad's bills for like a whole year one time and nobody knew that my dad was like broke but i was like i had money because i was like selling weed and they knew that and so i was i knew shit that like my siblings didn't know and shit like that because i was like helping you had a different relationship yeah my dad would hit me up and be like yo i'm i'm

shaking today I ain't I haven't like taken a fucking Xanax in a week and I'm like puking today and like my other siblings wouldn't know that so you'd hit your boy tell that no I never got my dad pills not even one time oh really never but he would tell me though and he would always cry afterwards because he would be like I'm sorry because I never got him no because I don't fuck with that shit but and I never fucked with that shit that's that's heavy like he's talking about like his addiction kind of and yeah like asking for help for sure but like in the wrong way yeah yeah

shaking today I ain't I haven't like taken a fucking Xanax in a week and I'm like puking today and like my other siblings wouldn't know that so you'd hit your boy tell that no I never got my dad pills not even one time oh really never but he would tell me though and he would always cry afterwards because he would be like I'm sorry because I never got him no because I don't fuck with that shit but and I never fucked with that shit that's that's heavy like he's talking about like his addiction kind of and yeah like asking for help for sure but like in the wrong way yeah yeah

It would just be sad, bro. I would cry. I don't know, man. It would just be sad. It would be like, you ever heard, like, bro, it's the most terrible thing for somebody, like, man, to look at you and you could just see that they're, like, they're hurting. And, like, my dad, when he was, like, on drugs, he was, like, hurting.

It would just be sad, bro. I would cry. I don't know, man. It would just be sad. It would be like, you ever heard, like, bro, it's the most terrible thing for somebody, like, man, to look at you and you could just see that they're, like, they're hurting. And, like, my dad, when he was, like, on drugs, he was, like, hurting.

And if he was asking me for pills, that means that he's, like, feeling like, man, he's about to die or something. Yeah. And so it would just hurt. It would just be like, ah, like... I can't, you know, I'm not going to get you pills and I can't believe you would ask me that. I'm your son. Like, whoa, you know, like, like too far. I remember I got out of jail one time and he come and pick me up.

And if he was asking me for pills, that means that he's, like, feeling like, man, he's about to die or something. Yeah. And so it would just hurt. It would just be like, ah, like... I can't, you know, I'm not going to get you pills and I can't believe you would ask me that. I'm your son. Like, whoa, you know, like, like too far. I remember I got out of jail one time and he come and pick me up.

His fucking bitch ass was like two hours late. And I'm like, why the fuck you late? And he was just like laughing. He was a funny dude, the funniest dude ever. And he was just laughing and he's like, what type of jail?

His fucking bitch ass was like two hours late. And I'm like, why the fuck you late? And he was just like laughing. He was a funny dude, the funniest dude ever. And he was just laughing and he's like, what type of jail?

what type of bird don't sing a jailbird motherfucker like just hop in you want to ride or not and and then like we get halfway down the road and he goes from like laughing and joking to like crying and being like i'm sorry i was trying to get pills and i couldn't find them and blah blah blah and like i need your help can you help me find them and i'm like drop me off like let me out right here

what type of bird don't sing a jailbird motherfucker like just hop in you want to ride or not and and then like we get halfway down the road and he goes from like laughing and joking to like crying and being like i'm sorry i was trying to get pills and i couldn't find them and blah blah blah and like i need your help can you help me find them and i'm like drop me off like let me out right here

We're on a back road. I'm like, let me out right here before I fucking punch you in the face. I can't believe you would say that. Like, I was just in jail, and I need you, bro. Like, you know, you're my pops. Like, you're supposed to be here to pick me up, and you're immediately asking me about pills. Like, what the fuck, dude? Yeah. And so it was kind of like that.

We're on a back road. I'm like, let me out right here before I fucking punch you in the face. I can't believe you would say that. Like, I was just in jail, and I need you, bro. Like, you know, you're my pops. Like, you're supposed to be here to pick me up, and you're immediately asking me about pills. Like, what the fuck, dude? Yeah. And so it was kind of like that.

But then, you know, at the same time, I grew up where, like... I was raised by my siblings, you know? Like, I was raised by my older brother and my sister. My sister was, like... And my stepmom. Like, that's who I was raised by. So, like, I was never my mom's boy. I was always her homie. Like, I was always, you know... Like, I knew what was going on. I was her homie.

But then, you know, at the same time, I grew up where, like... I was raised by my siblings, you know? Like, I was raised by my older brother and my sister. My sister was, like... And my stepmom. Like, that's who I was raised by. So, like, I was never my mom's boy. I was always her homie. Like, I was always, you know... Like, I knew what was going on. I was her homie.