Honestav
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I've never even seen them high five. I've never seen them look at each other for more than two seconds. I've never seen that. And they fucking hated each other. And my mom ran straight to my dad and gave him a hug. And she went to the front yard and she started punching him. Hands like this and she was being like why why why bro?
I've never even seen them high five. I've never seen them look at each other for more than two seconds. I've never seen that. And they fucking hated each other. And my mom ran straight to my dad and gave him a hug. And she went to the front yard and she started punching him. Hands like this and she was being like why why why bro?
She wouldn't stop the flesh and her knuckles started flying in the air She had blood on her face from punching her fingers like this and the flesh just going everywhere I remember seeing that my mom's like bones and her fingers like moving like this like it was crazy That's how she dealt with it And then she went and she slipped into it and both of my parents after that for like five Six years were like really bad drug addicts after that after that.
She wouldn't stop the flesh and her knuckles started flying in the air She had blood on her face from punching her fingers like this and the flesh just going everywhere I remember seeing that my mom's like bones and her fingers like moving like this like it was crazy That's how she dealt with it And then she went and she slipped into it and both of my parents after that for like five Six years were like really bad drug addicts after that after that.
I pretty much didn't have parents like I My stepmom tried her hardest and she was like doing her thing, but she was working and my dad like quit working completely and like, you know, turned into this dude that like got his money from the government and shit. And yeah, and my mom kind of took care of us from then on and boom.
I pretty much didn't have parents like I My stepmom tried her hardest and she was like doing her thing, but she was working and my dad like quit working completely and like, you know, turned into this dude that like got his money from the government and shit. And yeah, and my mom kind of took care of us from then on and boom.
And then my real mom got sober about like shit, maybe like six years later. She's been sober for like five years or something. Wow. Yeah. And did that event help her get sober in any way? Had to, right? I don't know. I've never asked her that, but, like, had to, right?
And then my real mom got sober about like shit, maybe like six years later. She's been sober for like five years or something. Wow. Yeah. And did that event help her get sober in any way? Had to, right? I don't know. I've never asked her that, but, like, had to, right?
Because, like, that was, like, I think it pulled her out of a crazy, crazy, shitty situation and, like, low-key put my dad into one and, like, traded their spots, kind of, you know? But, yeah, crazy story, huh?
Because, like, that was, like, I think it pulled her out of a crazy, crazy, shitty situation and, like, low-key put my dad into one and, like, traded their spots, kind of, you know? But, yeah, crazy story, huh?
Yeah, and then after that, my brother got up and he was like, I'm joking.
Yeah, and then after that, my brother got up and he was like, I'm joking.
Nah, bro. I was, I started, like, writing poems and shit a lot then. And I was, like, I still played football and all that shit. Like, I was on the team. Like, I was in organized sports. Thank God for that because I think that took my mind off it a lot. But, bro, no, I have a memory of that year, my freshman year. There's this teacher. Her name's Miss ***. To be fucking exact.
Nah, bro. I was, I started, like, writing poems and shit a lot then. And I was, like, I still played football and all that shit. Like, I was on the team. Like, I was in organized sports. Thank God for that because I think that took my mind off it a lot. But, bro, no, I have a memory of that year, my freshman year. There's this teacher. Her name's Miss ***. To be fucking exact.
All right, maybe don't put her name in there. But I was sending her poems, bro. Like, I went back and read them as a 20-year-old. Like, they were being like... I was basically in these poems being like, hey, my dad's beating the fuck out of me at home. Everybody's drunk and doing drugs. And my brother killed himself and I watched him die. And I need help.
All right, maybe don't put her name in there. But I was sending her poems, bro. Like, I went back and read them as a 20-year-old. Like, they were being like... I was basically in these poems being like, hey, my dad's beating the fuck out of me at home. Everybody's drunk and doing drugs. And my brother killed himself and I watched him die. And I need help.
And she would be like, cool poem last night, Ave. She would be like... Hey, I didn't get to read that one. I'll catch the next one. And I'll send them to her nightly begging for help, bro. Like basically doing everything except saying, will you please help me? And they never gave a fuck, bro. Nobody ever gave a fuck for real.
And she would be like, cool poem last night, Ave. She would be like... Hey, I didn't get to read that one. I'll catch the next one. And I'll send them to her nightly begging for help, bro. Like basically doing everything except saying, will you please help me? And they never gave a fuck, bro. Nobody ever gave a fuck for real.
I think that like there were some teachers in my school that were like guilty of bullying my brother. And they like apologized to me and shit. And that kind of made school even worse because then I'm coming to school every day and I'm thinking like, oh, you bullied my brother. And like you feel so guilty that you want to apologize to me.
I think that like there were some teachers in my school that were like guilty of bullying my brother. And they like apologized to me and shit. And that kind of made school even worse because then I'm coming to school every day and I'm thinking like, oh, you bullied my brother. And like you feel so guilty that you want to apologize to me.