Honestav

And then I really fell into my lane, and it was, like, Then I was in the studio every day for 12 hours a day, and I was spending all my money. I ended up, bro, imagine I'm not selling weed anymore, but I'm still making probably $3,500 a week, which is where I'm from. That's a hell of money, but I'm spending it all in the studio.

And then I really fell into my lane, and it was, like, Then I was in the studio every day for 12 hours a day, and I was spending all my money. I ended up, bro, imagine I'm not selling weed anymore, but I'm still making probably $3,500 a week, which is where I'm from. That's a hell of money, but I'm spending it all in the studio.

I'm spending $1,000 three days in a row in the studio doing 10 hours a day, and I'm leaving out of my truck, and I'm sleeping with my girlfriend at her house, and I'm eating food from her work because I'm spending...

I'm spending $1,000 three days in a row in the studio doing 10 hours a day, and I'm leaving out of my truck, and I'm sleeping with my girlfriend at her house, and I'm eating food from her work because I'm spending...

every bit of my money in the studio so my friends would be like what the fuck like you're making money bro like we're not making near as much money like where the fuck's your money at what the fuck dude and i would be like i'm in the studio like reinvesting i've been in the studio but but i but it felt like a waste i never felt like i was investing in myself it everybody always made me feel like it was a waste and i always felt like i was addicted to the studio it made it feel like a bad vibe for me like it almost was like you know like as if i was going and like drinking or something like i would go to the studio because it would be like my getaway spot and like

every bit of my money in the studio so my friends would be like what the fuck like you're making money bro like we're not making near as much money like where the fuck's your money at what the fuck dude and i would be like i'm in the studio like reinvesting i've been in the studio but but i but it felt like a waste i never felt like i was investing in myself it everybody always made me feel like it was a waste and i always felt like i was addicted to the studio it made it feel like a bad vibe for me like it almost was like you know like as if i was going and like drinking or something like i would go to the studio because it would be like my getaway spot and like

i felt cool in the studio and so i was like low-key addicted to going i would have 200 bucks and my light would be due tomorrow and it's 175 or the studio i can go for two hours for 200 and i'll go for two hours for 200 every fucking time and so it didn't feel like i was reinvesting it kind of felt like i was being stupid but you know it fucking worked i think that's just like working out i think that's an important lesson though like you put out you said 300 songs almost probably damn near before anyone really gave a fuck yeah yeah yeah and honestly bro

i felt cool in the studio and so i was like low-key addicted to going i would have 200 bucks and my light would be due tomorrow and it's 175 or the studio i can go for two hours for 200 and i'll go for two hours for 200 every fucking time and so it didn't feel like i was reinvesting it kind of felt like i was being stupid but you know it fucking worked i think that's just like working out i think that's an important lesson though like you put out you said 300 songs almost probably damn near before anyone really gave a fuck yeah yeah yeah and honestly bro

Yeah, yeah, yeah. And, like, I don't know, man. Really gave a fuck is a term. Like, I don't even think that... I don't think Overdose made people really give a fuck. I think Overdose was, like, the song that made me connect with people and stuff, but I think it was, like, the song in 2 and 3 after that that made people really... And, like, the video.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. And, like, I don't know, man. Really gave a fuck is a term. Like, I don't even think that... I don't think Overdose made people really give a fuck. I think Overdose was, like, the song that made me connect with people and stuff, but I think it was, like, the song in 2 and 3 after that that made people really... And, like, the video.

And I think people give a fuck now because, like... I go to my shows, bro, and there's 500 people in front of me or there's 1,000 people in front of me and they all look just like me. You know what I mean, bro? They all look just like me, bro. It's like you couldn't tell the difference who's performing tonight, you know? And we all got the same trauma.

And I think people give a fuck now because, like... I go to my shows, bro, and there's 500 people in front of me or there's 1,000 people in front of me and they all look just like me. You know what I mean, bro? They all look just like me, bro. It's like you couldn't tell the difference who's performing tonight, you know? And we all got the same trauma.

And we all, like, we're just, we're these people that, like... You know, I've always said this since I was a kid. If you grow up super, super dirt poor, you get, you know, and you get an attention, a certain type of attention from the government, government assisting. You get a certain type of attention from, you know, teachers and shit like that.

And we all, like, we're just, we're these people that, like... You know, I've always said this since I was a kid. If you grow up super, super dirt poor, you get, you know, and you get an attention, a certain type of attention from the government, government assisting. You get a certain type of attention from, you know, teachers and shit like that.

They know, okay, this guy's like, you know, you might get, whether it be good or bad, you get a certain type of attention. And then when you're rich as fuck, you get a certain type of attention of like, okay, this kid gets treated like this at school. And, you know, and the government treats them like this as far as like tax breaks and shit like that.

They know, okay, this guy's like, you know, you might get, whether it be good or bad, you get a certain type of attention. And then when you're rich as fuck, you get a certain type of attention of like, okay, this kid gets treated like this at school. And, you know, and the government treats them like this as far as like tax breaks and shit like that.

But when you're right in the middle, you don't really get, you just kind of go under the radar. It's like we're ghosts. Like people like me have always just been like ghosts. Like I grew up kind of shitty, but not as shitty as some of my friends. I grew up. You know, I had like a fucking American Apostle shirt on still, right? Like, you know, I was getting cool hand-me-downs and shit like that.

But when you're right in the middle, you don't really get, you just kind of go under the radar. It's like we're ghosts. Like people like me have always just been like ghosts. Like I grew up kind of shitty, but not as shitty as some of my friends. I grew up. You know, I had like a fucking American Apostle shirt on still, right? Like, you know, I was getting cool hand-me-downs and shit like that.

But it was always like I was ghost mode. It was like I didn't matter to motherfuckers, you know? There was people in my school that had it worse for me, and they would get better treatment. And there was people that had it better for me, and they would get better treatment. And I always just got, you know, middle class treatment.

But it was always like I was ghost mode. It was like I didn't matter to motherfuckers, you know? There was people in my school that had it worse for me, and they would get better treatment. And there was people that had it better for me, and they would get better treatment. And I always just got, you know, middle class treatment.