Hunter Biden

It's devastating to think that you were that person.

Just devastating.

And so what happens in addiction so often is this, is people not only, they can't admit that.

They can't even admit it to themselves.

They just block it out.

They go, they get 30 days clean.

They come out, they go back into the same exact situation that they were in before.

And they think, I'm just not going to do it again.

I'm just going to stay.

I'm going to make it.

I'm going to make it.

And what will come up is that, that wake up in the morning and they'll remember that time in the motel with the, you know, the person, the prostitute that brought you the drugs and, um, that stole, just stole your wallet and all your, and, and every, and all your drugs and everything.

And you had to, you were, you were calling through carpet to see if there was anything there and you smoke, whatever white that you found on the ground.

Like it's the shame is thinking of yourself like that, regardless of who you are, regardless of where you came from, whether your dad's the president of the United States or it doesn't matter.

And they don't admit that to themselves.

They don't admit it to anyone around them.

Don't ever say it.

And you know what happens?

You never lose it.

And it sits like right here, like in the back of your head and it pops up and you just feel so disgusted with yourself that your brain immediately tells you, regardless of how far away you are from a drink or drug, like, I know the way not to feel this way.