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Yeah, you're operating, or you're... And yeah, you're operating, you're getting everything that needs to be done, done.

Yeah, you're operating, or you're... And yeah, you're operating, you're getting everything that needs to be done, done.

I can't recall exactly if it was a feeling of fear. There was a feeling of maybe sorrow that came with it and sort of... It's just a lowness, you know what I mean? Just a sort of a very... And I think... I think anybody who's maybe prone to sort of depressive episodes or is, you know, will be familiar with it, but it's this kind of... I just slowed down in all forms and I just felt no route.

I can't recall exactly if it was a feeling of fear. There was a feeling of maybe sorrow that came with it and sort of... It's just a lowness, you know what I mean? Just a sort of a very... And I think... I think anybody who's maybe prone to sort of depressive episodes or is, you know, will be familiar with it, but it's this kind of... I just slowed down in all forms and I just felt no route.

I saw no ability to write. It was... And any attempt to make it seemed impossible. I also fully believe... And this is a funny thing about when you're in that mindset, I fully believe that I could not, I did not know how to write a song despite all evidence against it. I was like, oh no, I actually don't know how to do this. Um, so. How many songs have you written at this point?

I saw no ability to write. It was... And any attempt to make it seemed impossible. I also fully believe... And this is a funny thing about when you're in that mindset, I fully believe that I could not, I did not know how to write a song despite all evidence against it. I was like, oh no, I actually don't know how to do this. Um, so. How many songs have you written at this point?

Oh, like, you know, probably, you know, over 100 or, you know, obviously ones that don't get released. Right. Like, yeah, but like, it's something I do all the time. But there's something enters into the mind. And then I realize it's like, oh, no, this has nothing to do with this. This is something else. So, again, it's about relationship itself, you know. And so that was something I learned.

Oh, like, you know, probably, you know, over 100 or, you know, obviously ones that don't get released. Right. Like, yeah, but like, it's something I do all the time. But there's something enters into the mind. And then I realize it's like, oh, no, this has nothing to do with this. This is something else. So, again, it's about relationship itself, you know. And so that was something I learned.

What was your relationship with yourself like? I think I don't have much of one, you know, so and it was more just realizing, OK, I'm going to have to cultivate a very positive relationship with myself, you know, and actually kind of put, you know, begin to address the root of some of this stuff and put an arm around myself. Wow.

What was your relationship with yourself like? I think I don't have much of one, you know, so and it was more just realizing, OK, I'm going to have to cultivate a very positive relationship with myself, you know, and actually kind of put, you know, begin to address the root of some of this stuff and put an arm around myself. Wow.

So that was the beginning of one of the more significant changes in my life I would say is tending to actually you know by the time I was 30 actually like tending to let's say mental health and a relationship with self and which I had just avoided doing, you know, because I could sort of, I felt maybe I could work my way around it or I could, you know.

So that was the beginning of one of the more significant changes in my life I would say is tending to actually you know by the time I was 30 actually like tending to let's say mental health and a relationship with self and which I had just avoided doing, you know, because I could sort of, I felt maybe I could work my way around it or I could, you know.

But once you can't run anymore, you know, it's, I'd sometimes describe it as the hamster wheel had to stop spinning, you know what I mean? And so then you're forced to sit in your little cage, you know what I mean? Wow. Kind of look around and take it in and go, okay, something's not right about this thing.

But once you can't run anymore, you know, it's, I'd sometimes describe it as the hamster wheel had to stop spinning, you know what I mean? And so then you're forced to sit in your little cage, you know what I mean? Wow. Kind of look around and take it in and go, okay, something's not right about this thing.

I'd say you could say it was defined by, I had largely a combative relationship with myself. So I was absolutely at war with myself constantly. Really? Yeah, yeah, for sure.

I'd say you could say it was defined by, I had largely a combative relationship with myself. So I was absolutely at war with myself constantly. Really? Yeah, yeah, for sure.

It's like I couldn't have a thought without an opposing thought, you know? So it's like my brain was kind of split in two, that I'd have a thought and then a thought to combat with that.

It's like I couldn't have a thought without an opposing thought, you know? So it's like my brain was kind of split in two, that I'd have a thought and then a thought to combat with that.

This is the truth. This is real. Yeah. Back and forth. Yeah. But at times, I guess like your state, you're not always, sometimes you're a seven, some days are a three, some days are a nine, some days are, you know. And creatively, it's like, that could really slow me down because it's like, I think this is a nice idea. I think this is beautiful. No, it's not.

This is the truth. This is real. Yeah. Back and forth. Yeah. But at times, I guess like your state, you're not always, sometimes you're a seven, some days are a three, some days are a nine, some days are, you know. And creatively, it's like, that could really slow me down because it's like, I think this is a nice idea. I think this is beautiful. No, it's not.