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So I couldn't hold one thought at the same time, oftentimes. So it was challenging. I won't go into the nitty and the gritty of my whole experience, but that's probably for another. But no, it definitely put roadblocks up. So that was a big change when I started to address that. how did you navigate the process?

So I couldn't hold one thought at the same time, oftentimes. So it was challenging. I won't go into the nitty and the gritty of my whole experience, but that's probably for another. But no, it definitely put roadblocks up. So that was a big change when I started to address that. how did you navigate the process?

there wasn't, there wasn't really, you know, and, and especially it's not something even more so my parents' generation would have had any sort of, uh, not, not really, you know, um, not in a kind of a, this is something we can talk about. It's a day-to-day thing, you know. Kind of like suck it up and let's not talk about it and keep moving forward and just everything's good.

there wasn't, there wasn't really, you know, and, and especially it's not something even more so my parents' generation would have had any sort of, uh, not, not really, you know, um, not in a kind of a, this is something we can talk about. It's a day-to-day thing, you know. Kind of like suck it up and let's not talk about it and keep moving forward and just everything's good.

Very 1970s, you know, very 70s. But I'm very grateful to sort of, to have access to more, to be more present in the day-to-day with my actual lived experiences as opposed to just... Yeah, just having this kind of... Wow, man.

Very 1970s, you know, very 70s. But I'm very grateful to sort of, to have access to more, to be more present in the day-to-day with my actual lived experiences as opposed to just... Yeah, just having this kind of... Wow, man.

Yeah. The whole sharing from or writing from... Also, let me just... I just want to address. It's like... Thank you. Thank you for sharing that. And it's beautiful. It's also very similar to what you describe. And I think 30 also took me 30 years of living in a way where I realized I can't do this anymore. I can't live like this anymore. And I've waited too long to feel like I can cope.

Yeah. The whole sharing from or writing from... Also, let me just... I just want to address. It's like... Thank you. Thank you for sharing that. And it's beautiful. It's also very similar to what you describe. And I think 30 also took me 30 years of living in a way where I realized I can't do this anymore. I can't live like this anymore. And I've waited too long to feel like I can cope.

You know what I mean?

You know what I mean?

Yeah, 100%. Isn't that interesting?

Yeah, 100%. Isn't that interesting?

You still have to turn around and look at yourself at some point. Totally. And I think it's largely unconscious and this driving, but that sort of thing of, And I do think about this a lot, whether would I be driven to be, you know, because surely the work, it's this question, surely the work is enough. Like, if I just loved songs and I just wanted to write them, do I need everybody to hear them?

You still have to turn around and look at yourself at some point. Totally. And I think it's largely unconscious and this driving, but that sort of thing of, And I do think about this a lot, whether would I be driven to be, you know, because surely the work, it's this question, surely the work is enough. Like, if I just loved songs and I just wanted to write them, do I need everybody to hear them?

Why go on tour?

Why go on tour?

You know, why did I need it? So there is, I sometimes wonder, you know, what part of me needed to be witnessed, you know, or what, you know, and I think a lot of, people who are driven towards work in the public view. I'm not saying everybody.

You know, why did I need it? So there is, I sometimes wonder, you know, what part of me needed to be witnessed, you know, or what, you know, and I think a lot of, people who are driven towards work in the public view. I'm not saying everybody.

I'm just saying generally, I think you might be correct in that all of us are driven in some way from maybe some unobserved place that in some way that all of us think, okay, if I get this thing or I do this thing, all my problems will be solved. We all imagine this picture in our heads of That arrival point that just never comes. Or you get there.

I'm just saying generally, I think you might be correct in that all of us are driven in some way from maybe some unobserved place that in some way that all of us think, okay, if I get this thing or I do this thing, all my problems will be solved. We all imagine this picture in our heads of That arrival point that just never comes. Or you get there.