Jackson White

I grew up in a lot of inconsistency.

So I didn't know what was going on a lot of the time.

And so I come at situations, uh,

from a fearful place sometimes i'm getting better it gets better and better over the last 10 years but i absolutely go into things on the defense thinking that it's not going to work out that's how i approach most things that kind of relates to you said recently in an interview that it's higher stakes to stay together for me than to break up

definitely more work in higher stakes to be with somebody.

It's way less pressure to not, more painful.

But you have to want to be with somebody very, very hard, right?

I think dependent is the wrong word.

I think it's important to not be fully dependent.

You can be dependent for certain things.

Like I like to be dependent for

things that she does better that I don't do.

Like she's better at so many things.

And it's nice to have a partner in that, to do things that you don't do.

But the dependent part gets tricky when you're like, stop seeing friends or whatever.

You know what I mean?

That's when you have to start.

And that's a discipline.

That's an effort I find, or maybe that's just where I come from, but it's a discipline for me

to round out my life.