Jacoby Shaddix

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thank God.

Yeah.

I'm like, it's like, yeah, it is the gift that keeps on giving straight up.

And it was just like a rocket ship ride to the top.

And I was, I totally was not prepared.

I didn't know how to act.

I just was like, I was not trained for press.

Yeah.

I was not, you know, I just, I had no, I had a big heart, you know, and my intentions were good and we were passionate about the music.

And we went out there and we traveled the world and we sold millions and millions of records.

And it was a party on a party stacked on top of another party.

And, you know, I was just getting, I was, I became after about a year and a half of this touring on this album, um,

the questionable decisions started happening.

The infidelity started to happen.

The addictions were really setting in.

When I would wake up and look in the mirror, I started to like hate the person that I saw because I was beginning to like that voice in the back of my head and my mother telling me that like, you better watch yourself.

You might become like, just like your father.

You know, I did cocaine a few times, you know, like Dave Chappelle says, cocaine's a hell of a drug.