Jake

And they start telling me everything that I didn't want to hear.

They start telling me that, you know, the medicine rejected you, the universe rejected you, you're worthless.

And I do know people who have done it longer, like did it a long time ago, and they're still doing really well.

And at that point, I turned to where the voices were coming from, and I just yelled as loud as I could.

The biggest thing about this that I've said a million times is it's not a magic bullet.

You have to be willing to work on yourself.

And I just yelled at them.

I said, we're fucking done.

And I think the people who go back

I was like, this is it.

I beat you myself.

I don't need the medicine.

who this doesn't really work for and they're still in a bad place, they didn't take that part seriously.

We're done with this.

And they shut off.

They went quiet and they went away.

And that's not a knock on them at all.

And then I turned around the other way and just into the darkness, I just yelled at the medicine.

You know, sometimes...

you gotta be in the right spot in your life.