Jake

So you go with these intentions and then you also go on with questions because again, the medicine is supposed to be sentient.

I was in—being in the soft community allowed us to access to information we didn't have.

You're supposed to be able to talk to it.

And so as soon as I knew he was my spirit guide, I started asking my questions that I had prepared.

So, like, we were—

one of the first people to start getting information about the traumatic brain injuries that were coming from the weapons and stuff we were using.

So first I asked him, will I ever be able to truly love myself?

So, you know, one of my very good friends out in Colorado was a Marine, and he didn't even know what that was because they had never even given him the info.

Because that's a problem that I've always had.

And he said, you've already answered that.

And they also tell you that

So, you know, it doesn't matter if you never went to... I mean, it doesn't matter if you didn't even deploy.

So some people don't even have an experience at first, which is crazy, right?

Some people just wake up the next morning and are pissed.

If you trained your ass off and you spent a ton of time firing these rounds and doing these things, and now all of a sudden you find yourself depressed, anxious, you have headaches, you know, you have these mental issues...

They're like, nothing happened.

But then over the next couple of days, weeks, even months, the answers and the experiences come to you to where the providers are literally like, if somebody says that, they're not even worried because they know that, they know because they've seen it so many times that these people are gonna get what they came for.

There probably is something wrong with you.

You're not just messed up, okay?

You're not alone.