Jake

You're not undeserving.

You're not undeserving just because you didn't have the Hollywood deployment or you didn't win the medal or whatever it is.

So my spirit guide says, you've already answered this and it's cryptic, but I'm like, okay, well, maybe that's an answer I'll get later.

You're absolutely deserving and you absolutely deserve to go get better.

And get the help that you need.

So then I ask, what's next?

And this is it.

So, I mean, the first step is checking out if that's something that's up with you.

So my entire life, I've had an accolade to chase, a reason to do or to exist, I guess.

You know, if a traumatic brain injury is a thing.

And if the answer is that's what it is, and Western medicine isn't doing it for you, then, you know, I can't.

Like even when I wasn't, even when I didn't have an accolade to chase, I just decided that I was gonna start like alpining.

recommend this any higher than i it's it's the number one thing that i as soon as i as soon as i came home i just went to like nine of my friends who i know were going through and i was like you have to go you just have to go like just just trust me i know this sounds crazy i know it sounds wild just go yeah man it's it's beautiful it's wonderful and i just i i hope

So I just started climbing mountains out West because I told myself that I needed to do something.

And I had nothing at this point.

I got the job I was wanted.

I had the degrees, the best wife in the world.

I had a brand new house.

And so I asked, what's next?

And my spirit guide shows me my wife and I in a loving embrace.