Jake

Like I can't control it.

I can't understand what it's thinking.

I'm completely disconnected from it.

It's just like seeing any other body.

And then 12 shadow figures come into view and they all go up to the pool of water and they kneel beside it.

And then finally me and my spirit guide come into view.

And this is the body that I'm connected to.

I'm connected to this body.

This is me.

and I walk up to the pool of water with my spirit guide.

And again, this is all intuition.

I immediately know that

The me that's in the pool was the boy.

So the boy died, he's dead, and now the man is being born.

And hopefully I'm able to start accessing that psychology and being the best version of me for the people I love.

And I kneel beside him and I just start bawling again.

I just start losing it.

And I just started thanking him profusely.

I thanked him for everything he's done for me, for the accolades, for the life we've lived, for the memories.

where he left me in life, but then I end it, I go, it's my turn.