Jake

But ultimately they said they have never seen a single person upset that they did this.

I started kinda looking at the military, but I didn't wanna just do

Every single person is happy that they did this medicine.

They decide, you know, who's going to go first, last.

anything, I guess, in particular until I found, so I just decided that I wanted to do something really, really hard.

So the way you do this is you go individually and you go to this room, they call them Bufo Room, and it's this...

I didn't know what it was.

So I ended up signing up for special operations and got my contract, went out to selection, made it through, went to the teams.

It's this room that's all by itself.

Nobody's allowed in there except when it's your turn.

And it's extremely spiritual.

And that was,

Like if the house is already spiritual, this room is a sacred place.

You know, that was great by all accounts.

I had a pretty lackluster career, no Hollywood deployments or anything.

I mean, you can feel it when you walk in there.

I got in after the global war on terrorism was over, but I still, you know, I did my deployments.

Everything that's happened over the past few months, I don't know what I believe anymore.

I did my job.

And just from the nature of that job, because of my expertise, I ended up with a TBI, a traumatic brain injury.