Jake

And again, this could all be in my head, but damned if it wasn't real to me.

So then I go back into the cosmos and I'm standing there with my guide and I know it's the end.

Like I know he pulled me back and again, intuition, I can feel that it's the end.

And I ask him, how long are you going to be with me?

And he says, I'll be with you for the next couple of months.

You can reach me through meditation.

I won't be nearly as easy to reach, but I'll also be there when you, you know, you're getting off the path a little bit and you need to kick in the right direction.

And the crazy thing about this is that Ibogaine metabolizes and the metabolite is called nor Ibogaine.

And this metabolite stays in your system for a few months after you do the medicine.

So he said he would be with me for the next couple of months, which is this, you know, the same amount of time that the medicine is in my system.

So that was pretty crazy.

Which that's, that reminded me of one last question that I asked him that I almost forgot.

I asked him, so if you exist, you know, and I met you as in this benevolent, kind thing that's in front of me, then there must be evil ones of you, right?

And he said, yes.

He said, there's only a handful of ways to contact us as in the good things.

And he said, he said four or five things

And it drives me crazy that I can't remember this part.

I couldn't remember it in my notes and I still can't remember it.

But out of four or five things, I remember he said the medicine.

So what I was doing and love were two things that he told me.