Jamie Laing

Terrible.

And I got told by the teacher that I had to have extra teaching.

And it was like the biggest amount of shame.

For some reason back then.

I don't know why.

And I didn't tell any of my friends.

I didn't want anyone to know about it.

And what is crazy for me is that our childhood, even though it's kind of a short period, it does kind of like, it stays with us.

Whole lives.

is this it like you know looked in the mirror was this who I am is this was this my decision like am I happy that's a big moment right and I'm so dude I'm so with you right because I think it takes a it takes us a really brave moment to go actually maybe that's not who I am maybe I'm not that like insecure kid or dumb kid or maybe I'm not that person that someone's put me in that box to be maybe I can break out of it but it takes a lot of work in order to have the strength to break out

Terrible, yeah.

Why were you too afraid to look at yourself?

Were you in love with the, and I'm sure you were, the mother of your kids?

Good on you.

Always had your back.

I think what's important here is like people listening right now who don't know your story are really going to connect with this.

I'm at a hundred percent because you're kidding me.

So many people out there are feeling shame, feeling guilt, feeling whatever it is, feeling not themselves.

So you talking about that is a really important thing.

But you know now looking back at that, that is completely and utterly the wrong choice.