Jamie Marinos

Like, I want to settle down and find the right person.

Like, since mass, I literally haven't even, like, dated because I'm, you know, I take that part seriously still.

And I felt like going on a show like that really didn't align with where I was going.

I felt like I almost would have to adopt this other persona of me that's, like,

It actually, it is.

I mean, some people would disagree, but when you actually look at it from all other dating shows, like, you know, I'm not in a bikini all day.

I'm not fighting some, you know, fighting a woman for a man that's like, can't keep it in his pants.

Like, that's what I mean.

I just, one, I'm not, I don't want to fight for a man.

I don't want to compete for a man that just does not sit well with me at all.

I've hit 30 I do take things more seriously yeah it didn't align with me and it was a hard opportunity to turn down purely based on the fact is you know it was like a Netflix show yeah and okay that's that's huge but at the same time if something doesn't feel right intuitively like I think you ultimately know and

I really looked at the direction I was going and it didn't align.

And then, yeah, once I caught wind, my ex-husband was going to be on the show.

I'm like, why would I sacrifice my mental health for someone's entertainment?

Obviously he wasn't bothered because I know he knew I was approached as well.

I mean, cause everyone was kind of, there was discussion.

So I would dare say he definitely knew I was approached too.

Word travels, people know, people find out.

But like, there's just no way, no way, no way on this earth could you put me in a room with my ex-husband and then just start dating other people.

And I just, yeah, I would, I would have absolutely lost my mind.