Jamie Mustard

I wasn't intimidated.

The guy was an investment banker.

He pulled up in a Lamborghini and I was situated next to him on purpose.

He looked like James Bond.

He's early 30s, rich, and was around a lot of people that had all just been bred for that and all acted a certain way.

And he's seeing this guy that really doesn't fit into this environment, but he's dressed like him.

And I'm telling stories.

You know, they're asking me, like, I'm from Hollywood, which everyone at the table is infatuated with.

Well, I'm not from that part of Hollywood.

And I think that...

I was just this exotic guy to him that was comfortable in this environment where there just wasn't anyone else like me.

I mean, it was a very strange thing because I don't think I was that self-possessed.

But I think I've always come across that way to people.

Maybe I am brave.

And if I am brave, it's because I've spent most of my life terrified and numb.

And I've tried anyway.

I mean, it's emotional to hear it.

When you read this thing, I had endured impossible pain.

My friends, there was a kid who took his own life because he was molested in that red brick building.

And then he wanted to molest kids.