Jaque Bethke

It's a choice I made to...

I lived in uncomfortable for so long, it became the place I was most comfortable with.

And then trying to figure out how to change that is where I really developed who I am now.

Correct.

I have to admit, I was a little, I was impressed that you were nervous about this experience.

I'm like, with someone with your statue, with your vibe, nervous, really?

Oh, I'm honored.

I think that you never stop.

Like, I'm super comfortable now.

Great.

That was my point.

Now you're comfortable.

When I first came, like, I didn't know what to expect.

So it's not like I'm not normal.

I am not normal, by the way.

Right.

But.

I felt these feelings of like I'm going into something unknown.

I don't know exactly what the questions are going to be and I don't want to answer the questions and feel that someone that I care about is being disrespected or that they're not going to understand exactly what I'm trying to put into the world.

So I think from a perspective of being nervous, that's really, that never goes away, right?