Jasmine Star

On Christmas morning, when I unwrap my camera, I actually don't believe in my ability.

So much so that I say, I can't even open the box to this camera until January 1st, because in the new year, I'm gonna be a different person.

So that should just kind of really betray the lack of belief that I had in myself to begin with.

So then it was opening the camera,

I told my husband, I'm like, oh, I think you got me the wrong battery.

No, no, it was just me putting the battery in the wrong way.

I had no idea which way was up.

I was cutting every single corner.

I was looking at the work that I was doing and I feel like I had enough wherewithal to look at my work and say, this is terrible.

I know what good is and what I am doing is terrible, but do I have the capacity to make it a little bit less terrible?

I was a person for 365 days who said, come hell or high water, I'm gonna go all in.

I want to look back on my deathbed and say, you gave it everything you had.

So I stopped being a lot social.

I didn't do extracurricular activities.

I woke up earlier.

I went to bed later.

I don't think that's a lifestyle, like a permanent lifestyle.

But at the time that I gave myself 365 days, there was no more messing around.

There was no more excuses.

So I am producing three to four reels a week.