Javi Marroquin

Yeah, it's hard to think that Lincoln won't have one of us.

Yeah. This has been the hardest thing I go through and I struggle with next year. What if I'm happy with the way it is as far as Right now, I think this is the best decision we made where you don't really celebrate the holidays like we do. So, you know, talking about it with Lauren, it's like, well, since we do, maybe this is a good first year trial. But then what if next year it flips?

Yeah. This has been the hardest thing I go through and I struggle with next year. What if I'm happy with the way it is as far as Right now, I think this is the best decision we made where you don't really celebrate the holidays like we do. So, you know, talking about it with Lauren, it's like, well, since we do, maybe this is a good first year trial. But then what if next year it flips?

Yeah. This has been the hardest thing I go through and I struggle with next year. What if I'm happy with the way it is as far as Right now, I think this is the best decision we made where you don't really celebrate the holidays like we do. So, you know, talking about it with Lauren, it's like, well, since we do, maybe this is a good first year trial. But then what if next year it flips?

And what if Lincoln, like, I don't think Lincoln, talking up what's in the words, Lincoln, I'm worried he won't, I don't know. What's the words I'm looking for, babe? Yeah, maybe like you were saying, like it might not be permanent. So what if you get him this year and the next year he says he wants to switch? Well, then everyone has to adapt. We just had him for the summer.

And what if Lincoln, like, I don't think Lincoln, talking up what's in the words, Lincoln, I'm worried he won't, I don't know. What's the words I'm looking for, babe? Yeah, maybe like you were saying, like it might not be permanent. So what if you get him this year and the next year he says he wants to switch? Well, then everyone has to adapt. We just had him for the summer.

And what if Lincoln, like, I don't think Lincoln, talking up what's in the words, Lincoln, I'm worried he won't, I don't know. What's the words I'm looking for, babe? Yeah, maybe like you were saying, like it might not be permanent. So what if you get him this year and the next year he says he wants to switch? Well, then everyone has to adapt. We just had him for the summer.

We have all these players and now we got to flip it.

We have all these players and now we got to flip it.

We have all these players and now we got to flip it.

Yeah. I think... This first year, it's going to take a lot of communication, a lot of asking Lincoln how he's doing.

Yeah. I think... This first year, it's going to take a lot of communication, a lot of asking Lincoln how he's doing.

Yeah. I think... This first year, it's going to take a lot of communication, a lot of asking Lincoln how he's doing.

Yeah, a lot of stress, and honestly, I'm at peace with the custody we've arranged. I mean, when I was hot, I was sad, I was emotional. Like, when we, after mediation, and I was like, this is, for me, I thought this was the end of the world. I was like, this sucks. This is not what I wanted. I'm getting the shit end of the deal.

Yeah, a lot of stress, and honestly, I'm at peace with the custody we've arranged. I mean, when I was hot, I was sad, I was emotional. Like, when we, after mediation, and I was like, this is, for me, I thought this was the end of the world. I was like, this sucks. This is not what I wanted. I'm getting the shit end of the deal.

Yeah, a lot of stress, and honestly, I'm at peace with the custody we've arranged. I mean, when I was hot, I was sad, I was emotional. Like, when we, after mediation, and I was like, this is, for me, I thought this was the end of the world. I was like, this sucks. This is not what I wanted. I'm getting the shit end of the deal.

And then when Lauren brought it, that point of view, I'm like, well, damn, you're right. You know, she doesn't celebrate Christmas, and we do. So if the worlds were reversed... Not that he wouldn't have a good Christmas with you if it was just him, but he would be missing out on that time that we do it, and we've had those traditions over the years. And so that's where I struggle.

And then when Lauren brought it, that point of view, I'm like, well, damn, you're right. You know, she doesn't celebrate Christmas, and we do. So if the worlds were reversed... Not that he wouldn't have a good Christmas with you if it was just him, but he would be missing out on that time that we do it, and we've had those traditions over the years. And so that's where I struggle.

And then when Lauren brought it, that point of view, I'm like, well, damn, you're right. You know, she doesn't celebrate Christmas, and we do. So if the worlds were reversed... Not that he wouldn't have a good Christmas with you if it was just him, but he would be missing out on that time that we do it, and we've had those traditions over the years. And so that's where I struggle.

Next year, I don't know how it would be if he said he would. I don't know. I'm scared if he would want to change, honestly, and that's where I'm at. So if he says next year, hey, I want to go to Virginia, I don't know if I would. Not that I wouldn't want to. Obviously, hey, let's figure this out if you want to come here, but I want him to understand what he would be... Giving up. Yes.