Jeannie McKay
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160 appearances
4 recordings
1 series
first heard Jan 2025
last heard Jan 2025
Jeannie McKay’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I gave him all of my innocent first love and adoration, and he took everything. He took away my youth and my trust. Walker never used physical force. He used the force of his position of power over me. Every day I'm embarrassed at how I was taken in by this twisted man. Doug Walker has tainted my deep love of music. Sometimes I wish I was deaf.
Two days before it was to happen, they phoned and said, you don't have to come. He's agreed to stop teaching. That was it. It was so anticlimactic.
And if it wasn't for this blip, I would still be teaching. And so I'm the blip. Just to say, hey buddy, we're not blips.
But I've never seen myself that way. I've just seen myself as having to fight this fight and fight it again. And just because it's right, it's right. It's the thing to do. And... And no one was able to do it. And so it fell to me. And, you know, all around the world, every day, something big falls on the shoulders of someone and they do it because they know they have to.
And Anne-Marie, you've fought for all these years, fought yourself first. Like, why didn't I do something? And that's so sad because it It wasn't, like I said the first time, it wasn't your fault. I'm so sorry you felt that way. I know that I have this sister that I will always have as a sister, but I don't know what that means yet. I know that our lives continue on the way our lives continue.
I just know that you exist and you're part of me now.
I want to hear from the kids right after me because I want to let them know that they were really seriously wronged by the system. I want to hear from the girl whose dad punched him.
I was meant to be his blip. Blip the conqueror.
Well, he was getting married and he got a bunch of us to be his free help, I guess. We all went to the wedding and then went back and served drinks and served appetizers and picked up glasses and things. We felt like we were part of the party. And we knew a bunch of the folks there.
I don't remember if any, I don't think any of the teachers from Markham High were at the wedding. Yeah. But we were sort of, it just felt like a big family gathering.
We fooled around in the basement at his reception.
Thanks to her amazing little diaries, her little high school diaries that she cringes at now. You know, we have a bunch of proof of dates and things she said.
And she knew that he was being despicable.
Except it turns out I'm at least blip four. And who knows if there's going to be blip 10, 15, 20. God forbid. Yeah, yeah.
The fact that administration knew, out and out knew, anyone after me, Markham High School was a failure at protecting kids. The York School Board, a failure at protecting kids. Yeah, so anyone that comes after me, it's so sad.
Jackie had the guts. She's always been this really amazing, ballsy lady, smart woman. And she knew that it was tearing friendships apart and she knew it was wrong.
It's nice that he's written that in words to you. He has not apologized to me. That is not an apology to me.
Yeah. None of this actually takes responsibility. I'm not expecting an apology because it would, it would have come years ago. If it was real, it would be from his heart and out of nowhere. I've been trying to find you for 14 years or whatever. I am so sorry. Right. That's an apology. This is not an apology. He's not sorry that he hurt us. He's sorry that he did it
because he was going to get caught and he eventually knew he was going to get caught. And that sort of democles has been hanging over his head and it's been hanging there for all these years. It does not give us our childhood back. It doesn't give us our virginity back. It doesn't give us our high school, healthy high school, joyful experience back.
It doesn't give us back the nights that we were awake with anguish or shame. I don't, it's just a statement and I just don't care. I don't, I don't want to be in touch with him. I don't want his apology. I don't want money from him. I'm so over him. My concern is my healthy life with my family, my new sister.
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